joi, 22 decembrie 2011

Grand Deception

As we move forward
Anytime you come closer to something
Your vision should get clearer
Am I right?

You are a tool and a hidden hand is using you
Please don't be delusional
The rulers of this world practice confusing me
The people and the Priest and the Imam's
Have been jammed by government scams
Mind systematically programmed
Blatant black hatred and racism
The way they laced the whole world and nation with traces of Satanism
Misplaces of paganism
The Founding Fathers enslaving
And tensions were no different than Bushes and Reagan's vision
1776 they took action
This Illuminati took form and was spawn from a Colombian faction
Just flip your one dollar bill over
And if you want me to expose the true code of deception, I will show ya
We live in a designed wicked system
The number 13 is consistent in Masonic symbolism
It represents transformation, 12 completes the cycle
So 13 is rebirth and regeneration
The meanings of this symbol are strategically hid
On the left side you see a 13 layered pyramid
Over that, sits the The All-Seeing Eye where the light shines
A sign of the Devil watching over you at all times
With the words "Annuit coeptis"
13 letters meaning "He has favored our undertakings
Will you accept this?"
Or will you learn the science and ignore 'em
Under the pyramid you see "Novus ordo seclorum"
Translated: "New Order of the World, or the New World Order"
Authors and Satanic fathers of mass slaughter
The Eagle that you see on the right
Sits below 13 stars with a shield that has 13 stripes
And an Olive branch in its claws with 13 leaves
Which is suppose to be in its talon to represent peace
But peace was always on a decrease
His other claw holds 13 arrows of war set to be released
And the letters at the bottom of the pyramid are fixed
With the Roman Numerals that equal 1776
The United States of America exists
In a deep devilish abyss with truth and paganism mixed
Every President that ever lived was foul
They gather at Bohemian Grove where they bow down before the Owl
See the Owl is wise and sees through the darkest of night
And there's a small one on the dollar near the one on the top right
It ain't hard to understand, this government was never for us
The Eagle was based off the Egyptian god Horus
The 13 colonies grew into wicked sovereignty
And made no apology for the obvious idolatry
Subconsciously, we follow the ways of the BEAST
And pay homage to pagan gods when we say days of the week
Like Sunday, they worship the Sun
Monday, is Moon's Day
Tear, the god of war was worshiped on Tuesday
Odin the Chief god is who Wednesday is named for
Thursday is Thor's Day, god of thunder, the mighty Thor
Friday was named after Frigga, notice the pattern
Saturday is the Roman god of agriculture Saturn
Frigga was the goddess of love, the wife of Odin
The polytheistic theology needed decoding
The rituals like trips across the sand this man takes
The skull and bones fraternity, the secret handshakes
But understand, he receives only 33 degrees
He secretly believes in Lucifer and other deities
Many powerful and rich people are controlled by these
They even hold the soul of several of your favorite emcees
Politicians thinning lies, tongues whittled with thorns
And use hand gestures shaped in the form of Devil horns
You don't feel any harm 'cause you don't know what it entails
Satan tampers with stem cells and sprays chem-trails
The so-called holidays are hypocrisy
Established to use religious doctrines to commit annual robbery
Christmas split in half is Christ Mas
The so-called birth of Jesus where every home has glowing lights cast
Christ the anointed One, masked the birth celebration
But Jesus' birth was kept secret due to the situation
The King initiated a death plot
'Cause a Messiah was prophesied to rule so Jesus' murder was authorized
No one knows the actual date
That's why sometimes you see 'Xmas'
"X" means unknown but ignorance affects us
A fraud that was purposely flawed
December 25th is the birthday of the wicked ruler Nimrod
This whole disguise is part of Satan's universal wise
A Holy Prophet's life being pimped and commercialized
Traditions like lights on trees
Rooted in the Nicaean Council in 325 AD
By Constantine
These matters would decreed
The concept of a virgin birth was actually conceived and then agreed
With graven images in the temple
The fish on your car is called Oannes, a Babylonian symbol
It's visibly, contradictory, telling your children lies
You need to make them study Santa Clause's sick history
But yet we go wherever Satan leads us
The falsehoods we practice in his name ain't got nothing to do with Jesus

joi, 3 noiembrie 2011

What You Goona Do? (The Prophecy)

As adolescents we can't be happy anymore because we're being pushed to grow up too fast and being the community's slaves. Believe it or not, every harm you feel, every problem you have, every indecision, every disaster, all the stress you may feel come from one single thing: GOVERNMENT. When you will research "Why" and change your mind, maybe you'll be able to see the big picture, not the wallet's size one. This...this is what WE, somehow, trying to warn you about for what may come. I'm sorry, even for myself.

We be back street dipping, stacking, flipping
Money coming clean and these laws still tripping
I'm a certified street cat, cash flow holder
A double OG with hood stripes on my shoulders
Every now and then a hater make be a head-busta
South Park son of a Third Ward Hustla
Who came up in the ranks and then tighten up my skills
You just got here last month, you capping? Let's be for real
If they put some pressure on you, boy, I bet you blow the whistle
Fool, you ain't a man just because you pack a pistol
Out here poisoning your hood, you lil' ignorant mothafucka
And let the white man condition you to kill your own brother
See, gangster is a title earned better learn fast
Not tattoos on your arms and pants hanging off your ass
Your vision of the American Dream ain't what it seems
Open your eyes, young homie, you fighting your own team


What you gonna do when your hustle fall dead
And boys start checking you on every word that you said?
When you start getting snatched by these racist ass hogs
And the friends that you thought you had throw you to the dogs?
What you gonna do if martial law come around
And these laws rush in and start shutting things down?
And the life that you thought was real proof counterfeit
And the money that you kill over's no longer worth shit ?


Nowadays it's a known fact snitching is contagious
Half the fools you think is real is Illuminati agents
You flunked the semester with your artificial flyness
Your overall grade in the hood is a F minus
How many blacks do these laws gotta kill
Before we start busting back on their ass with loaded steel?
Instead we see them coming fold up or run
Preachers scared to square them off that's why I roll with Farrakhan
And they taping conversations every sort
So don't say nothing on the phone that you might hear again in court
Here we are, trowed off the black family ruined
Analyze the daily shit that your kids see you doing
If you been selling dope for ten years and hustling tough
And you ain't rich enough to stop it's time to give the game up
Get your understanding up and try to see the big picture
Bottom line is if they want your ass them bastards gon' get ya

What you gonna do when your hustle fall dead
And boys start checking you on every word that you said?
When you start getting snatched by these racist ass hogs
And the friends that you thought you had throw you to the dogs?
What you gonna do if martial law come around
And these laws rush in and start shutting things down?
And the life that you thought was real proof counterfeit
And the money that you kill over's no longer worth shit ?


Hell-ified gun fire flying through the night
How many homies gotta die before we get our minds right?
My homegirl's a stripper not because of inflation
It's 'cause her sorry ass don't wanna go get a real occupation
We don't know we God's people, so we see our own and flame them
But then again if they ain't got the knowledge then how can you blame them?
Self-righteous ass negros get hung from a limb
'Cause if you got it and you don't teach them then you worst then them
What category do you fall in: the G or the hater?
The sellout or the warrior, the real homie or the traitor?
Hoops or the branches, the angel or the menace?
Fools that sold out to receive or reduce sentence
How the hell you fix your month to say you fighting for freedom
When like a corner store in the hood you just pimp them and bleed them
The Devil's curriculum was formatted to trick them
If you scared of revolution I hope you the first victim

What you gonna do when your hustle fall dead
And boys start checking you on every word that you said?
When you start getting snatched by these racist ass hogs
And the friends that you thought you had throw you to the dogs?
What you gonna do if martial law come around
And these laws rush in and start shutting things down?
And the life that you thought was real proof counterfeit
And the money that you kill over's no longer worth shit ?

marți, 25 octombrie 2011

The Living Dead

*WHEN THERE'S NO MORE ROOM IN HELL, THE DEAD SHALL WALK THE EARTH*

It's the turn of the dead, the dead are no living
Amongst us, they livin' and breathe, I'm not kidding
They never question, think or use the head
Mind manipulation, think tins are living dead

They walk among us, the living dead
They capping off in except for being fed
Crazy, got the jealousy disease
The heart so cold it's starting to freeze
A zombie nation on auto pilots
"Processed roots" stops, stands for being violent
Mind manipulation exchanged for a protest
Lock your brain stimulation, they start to digress
Put your mind on strings, forgot themselves
Torture consumed, empty, no shells
Sitting there watching Big Brother doing nothing
Wasting on wagers, humphing and coughing
We started to enter in 1984
But new MC's chests are just on floor
I try to show 'em, but they never listen
Too distracted by the shining things that glisten

It's the turn of the dead, the dead are no living
Amongst us, they livin' and breathe, I'm not kidding
They never question, think or use the head
Mind manipulation, think tins are living dead

The whole world is an illusion, created in your own mind
Your existence is combined in a delusional design
Understand, you a victim of a poison mentality
And false perception paralyzed, you're crippled on reality
You walking, but you a zombie, manipulating and lusting
You a vessel without a soul, a shell with no substance
A creature with no morals, a parasitic enigma
What triggers a wicked mind is really hard to figure
You walk around reckless, with nothing to protect ya
Infected by the world and nobody can resurrect ya
When your fall comes, chances are it'll surprise ya
As I look into your eyes I can barely recognize ya
It's hard to describe the hellish condition he's in
You flat lying years ago, what was the reason?
Greed, money, materialistic items...
You gained all those things but still lost your soul despite 'em


It's the turn of the dead, the dead are no living
Amongst us, they livin' and breathe, I'm not kidding
They never question, think or use the head
Mind manipulation, think tins are living dead

miercuri, 19 octombrie 2011

The Plan

What's the plan?
I'll reveal some of it to you

What's the plan? To not let you consciously advance
With mindless radio and television programs
Doping you up with new brands of illegal contraband
Once again activating the hand of the Sun of Man
No regards for life, no chance for yours
Lies and more tax dollars financing wars
While you parting, ignoring the news, they sign laws
Deceptively forming methods to keep you behind bars
Who rules the planet? THE  PEOPLE ! Who's over them?
The president ain't number one, he got powers controlling him
Long before 9/11, nationwide fraud
America had been the master of the inside job
Anytime there was a tragedy, their face was in the picture
When the Rothschild family was breaking bread with Hitler
And all they ever did was enslave you and pillage you
Stop honoring a country that's responsible for killing you

Sound the alarm
The government is try'na do us harm
Don't worry bout the weather, it's a comet in the storm
Pay attention to the mission cause these wolves about to get'cha
Either do as they say or they'll take you out the picture


What's the plan? The profit off the poor man's habits
Pharmaceutical quips made a nation of drug addicts
They don't want a cure, they want money while you a dope feen
I see the devil every time I look at Austin
It's hell in the ghetto, but it's better in the burbs
Countries under control of the Federal Reserve
Wicked regime formed back in nineteen-thirteen (1913)
Our international bankers rule presidents and kins
The truth covered up by these media auto-marquis
Crush Bill O'Reilly, Hannah Tea amnd Pat Robertson
All the evil alphabets, they can go to hell
F.B.I., C.I.A. and A.T.L
D.E.A,. the court system listens close
The judge probably wearing some panties under his robe
They know their rule is over and the God's gonna get 'em
But the plan is to try to take the whole world with 'em


Sound the alarm
The government is try'na do us harm
Don't worry bout the weather, it's a comet in the storm
Pay attention to the mission cause these wolves about to get'cha
Either do as they say or they'll take you out the picture


Sound the alarm
The government is try'na do us harm
Don't worry bout the weather, it's a comet in the storm
Pay attention to the mission cause these wolves about to get'cha
Either do as they say or they'll take you out the picture

These snakes are pressing Mexicans with border patrol
Try'na keep 'em off their own land, THE LAND THAT THEY STOLE
Hypocrites, satanic people out to harm ya
Took Texas, New Mexico, Arizona and California
With human life, they mercilessly experimented
The earthquake in Haiti, Hell Harth might've did it
They blamed terrorism for every building that's blown
Most attacks on this country were carried out by their own
Every sick move left the poor affected by the cause
In the past they blew up their own ships to start wars
To put guns and dope in the hood, they decided it
They'll lock you up for it, when they're the ones who provided it
Now they mapping strategies average people ain't fathom
And practicing  murder tactics whenever we have a gathering
Never had respect and knew what character was for
They just lived up to the label "AMERICA THE WHORE"


Sound the alarm
The government is try'na do us harm
Don't worry bout the weather, it's a comet in the storm
Pay attention to the mission cause these wolves about to get'cha
Either do as they say or they'll take you out the picture


Sound the alarm
The government is try'na do us harm
Don't worry bout the weather, it's a comet in the storm
Pay attention to the mission cause these wolves about to get'cha
Either do as they say or they'll take you out the picture

joi, 6 octombrie 2011

Human Feelings Revolution

I'm sorry that this  had to happen. I'm sorry for everyone who reads this and I'm sorry for all of you that are like me, forced to live in this era of bullshit. This is my pain expressed through words to show you how great my pain is and still it can't stand in the universe, it's unstable. This is not personal, this is the real world.

The day love conquered all is gone, boy...and you're going with it.

Yeah, man. Disciple of K. Metaphysics.

The "I love you forever" era was cute, but it's about to be done
I'll shatter your dreams like an eclipse eternally blocking the sun
My feelings ain't never dirty, but indeed harder to catch
I came from the future to show y'all how real love's like
Now these parasites pretend they understand 100% of my heart
Try'na control perspective, but I'm here to change my ancestor's past
But here's a tip, for everytime you say "I love you"
Memories of me and you in your mind will go through
This ain't a movie, I'm not fan of a groupie
And I'm not the type of man you can afford to hate if you loved me
Cursed the Heavens and laugh when the sky electrocutes me
My Immortal Love stuck in your thoughts darkening dreams
No one could ever love you more than me and if it seems, they just got high deceiving skills
I'll lead you to your own destruction like sparking a fiend
'Cause you got no love in your eyes, never before seen
And that's the primary reason that I hate y'all bitches
I've been nice since I let each of you kill my heart the first time
Now I know you wouldn't do shit even if you saw me cry
I'm a Love Seeker with features that will reach to the listeners
But if betrayed, I'll stab you in the heart personally
Break the thermometer, tie you up and force your kids to eat mercury
Heyo, you knew from the start not jerking me, my brain was cold shut
After 2 weeks offer me your heart, "I'll love you forever, Chris"
...You're all getting shot, you little fucking treacherous bitches

This is the business and y'all ain't getting nothing for free
And if you play with human feelings I'm taking your best with me
You can call it reparations or restitutions
Don't betray your heart, boy...human feelings revolution

I want back all the time you made me wait hopelessly
And though I gave my best, you still see the worst in me
Fuck hatred and greed, learn to speak and behave
You choose purposely to live a life as indifference' slave?
Many people you see daily have hearts imprisoned in pain
For every love I've lost my heart beats alive in a grave
I was made by True Love to speak to the masses
Plant seeds of love in your mind and give y'all classes
When you'll miss me the most I'll burn myself down, just to bring heat to you bastards
Innocent, word's master, many say mine's obsession, but that's true passion
Intoxicated off the flow by the evil of the Masons
You motherfuckers will never stop me from True Lovin'
You better start see in colors, 'cause later time will have no compassion
You better off begging to come and eat on my table,
You better stop lying through the telephone cables
My pain's chemically unstable, set to explode
Foretold by dead sea scrolls written in codes
So if your love ain't shit, fuck all those you ever really loved
'Cause when you find someone with which you can really have a life like that
I hope when you look at him you see all the pain you caused in the past
Stuck in your mind, survived at the limits
Without someone to love with, only love dealers and gimmicks
This song shall murder your spirit
And leave your fucking heart rotten for the roaches and crickets

This is the business and y'all ain't getting nothing for free
And if you play with human feelings I'm taking your best with me
You can call it reparations or restitutions
Don't betray your heart, boy...human feelings revolution

marți, 4 octombrie 2011

Last Days

Welcomeeee !
This is your voice: Disciple of K. SPC. We in the last days. you should be listening to K.
And let me tell you why...He's a minister of the streets and tells you what's going on in the streets. So if He tells you this is the last days, then this is the last days.

God made man in His own image, after His lightness
To be an Earthly reflection of His righteous preciseness
He brought something out of nothing, my word is my bond
And the creation of the man and the universe corresponds
The one Sun controls the nine planets
The one(1) and the nine(9) makes up a nineteen(19), the math is real simple once you understand it
The one brain controls the nine systems of the man's anatomy
Connecting our anatomy to the galaxy
See, what I'm saying might sound worthless, so let me come back to the surface
'Cause like the moon, my thoughts used to be where the Earth is
But I got lifted and elevated to a state
Where I can kill word's giants with math and science
If you...want your essence to continue beyond physical life then you...
Must become a venue for God's spirit to live up in you
That's when you find yourself standing
On a plane where you constantly ascend level after level, never landing
We in the last days

The last days...The last days
Can't survive in the present living with your past ways
We in the last days...The last days
Can't survive in the present living with your past ways
We in the last days...The last days
Can't survive in the present living with your past ways
We in the last days...the last days
...The last days...

Feel me !
If God is with me, who can be against me?
And since we sinning immensely, death is closer, can no atheist convince me
See, the time we living in is real crucial
We standing in the valley of decision and it ain't none of the ground neutral
You hollow "Dear Lord" and yet you fear men when you should fear God
But remember, Jesus returned packing a sword dripping blood
So why we out here rapping about cars and serve, jewelery and weed
The world is suffering for war, hatred and greed
And bomb threats got you sweating, feeling threaten
'Cause we getting closer to the world's Armageddon
Where the canvas is damaged and burnt off New York to Los Angeles
Glances of death for each man, scandalous evangelists
To make it all simple and plain
Farrakhan is the man we need to listen to, no matter what religion that you claim
And the scriptures make it clear
That when war tapes around Jerusalem, the end is near and that time is here

We in the last days

The the last days...The last days
Can't survive in the present living with your past ways
We in the last days...The last days
Can't survive in the present living with your past ways
We in the last days...The last days
Can't survive in the present living with your past ways
We in the last days...the last days
...The last days...

Some people get confused when they watching the news
But the time can be recognized through the scriptures and we can decipher the clues
The last ten years went quick, notice the time acceleration
America's the mistery Babylon spoken of the revelation
Now the standing at the front door: The Judgment, mayne
Where the fire was prophesied unlike in the past where the floods came
And the powers of the world promoting Sin and we living it
And the Dragon mentioned in the Bible represents the Government
So flash back to the Books of Genesis 15 and 13
Where God speaks to Abraham about returning to the scene
After sea would be a stranger and the land is not Theirs
And they were serving, be afflicted for 400 years
After which time God would judge That Nation and That Man
That Sea was the Black people and America was the Land
Now we stand inside the belly of The Beast
Where wars in the Holy Land won't cease
And boys get raped by Catholic priests
Where murders and drug users at an increase
Disease and unusual weather patterns, no justice no peace
North against the South, West versus East
..."Cause when the seals got broken all hell was released
We in the last days...

We in the last days

We in the last days...The last days
Can't survive in the present living with your past ways
We in the last days...The last days
Can't survive in the present living with your past ways
We in the last days...The last days
Can't survive in the present living with your past ways
We in the last days...the last days
...The last days...

Wake up man and woman.
This the Disciple of K, representing the SPC and honorable minister Louis Farrakhan who has gone the length and breath of this world to issue the final call.
As light travels at 100.860 miles per second I want you to know that The Light of Truth that it's hid in your mind must wake you up, stand you up and make you be the man and woman God created you to be.
In the last days in time God doesn't want players, pimps and whores and bold daggers. He wants people who reflect Him and Him alone, so we must submit. We must get in line. We must strengthen up, because brothers and sisters...these are the last days.  

sâmbătă, 24 septembrie 2011

Snake Eater

Sit on this gurney, let me take you on a journey...I'm the Disciple of K, bringing you another prophecy, meaning I write what I feel in my heart.
You might be wondering why this title, why "Snake eater". Lemme give you a psychological-historical hit; what do you understand with the notion of "snake"? Sneak preview
What if I'd tell you that a "snake" is the reason why we live so poorly, that the majority of the people you meet are shit, that you have anger management issues and many others, the reason why you can't achieve real happiness?
See, "the snake" is the Pandora Box, even more than that: the creator of all existing evil
You're all familiarized with "the snake" in the Bible. That wasn't an animal, but a man with the characteristics of one .
      As ADAM and EVA were sent out from the Heavens, as well "the snake" went out.
"The snake" is none other than the Government. Watch out, fool. I'm sorry for you, many of you are too wonderful and gifted to be living in a world like this, but that wasn't your choice.
     Every single bad action you do is never forgotten and doesn't matter what you do, you'll never be able to avoid its consequences.
You might interpret my words as "foolish" or "blasphemous", but you've been living a life as you wanted, don't you think it's time to change page? Don't you really want to achieve happiness? Wouldn't you like to know real happiness?
      You will never see true happiness as long as you believe in destiny and follow horoscopes. Destiny is a "way of living" and this way tells you to accept what's being thrown at your ass and take it like a man and keep going. For those of you who believe in destiny and had something happened that could be repaired, but you didn't lift a finger to try, you're living the consequences or you will. There's a price to pay for everything you do.
Everyone wants happiness and happiness is something measured from the soul, you couldn't possibly be happy by accepting something that "happens" to you, maybe not even because of your will.  The sooner you start changing your mind, the sooner you can start see happiness.
      A human being is biological, sociological  and has culture, or so it should. Let's analyze these 3 statistics of a human being:

- BIOLOGICAL: You have an arm, you can see it, you're biological, of course, but how do you feel when you look around? Don't you feel the air is hard to breathe? Don't you feel like your sight is restricted by these skyscrapers? Don't you think your ears are going numb because of the noise in the city?
I understand now  what my elders meant when they said "things ain't how they used to be". The crazy part is that as bad as it is now ain't even close of what lays ahead. That's why I do this, my life will not be long enough to come to each of you wonderful people in need of help around the world. I wanna help you see clear, I wanna help you with your life because I know what's right.
- SOCIOLOGICAL:  A human being, in order to feel alive, it needs to be loved and socialize (We'll skip the love part, today), but do you socialize? Most of us prefer "socializing" though the Internet. Nowadays Internet and facebook are the same. I even know people who talk more on the Internet than in real life. Why do you need words, then? See, words are the most powerful weapon on Earth. Think about the Cold War. Informations were crucial, a piece of information was worth more than 1 billion dollars.
People who use words, to express their feeling, their thoughts, their visions, their life in such a manner that you can picture what the person's talking about when you look at him, are  people the Government fears. Lemme tell you that if a power as the Government fears something, then that thing can change the world. If we get together and you put some knowledge in your brain and become civilized...together we can discover Heaven, because Heaven can be found on Earth. Once you gain the knowledge you will actually feel your soul than just knowing it's there.
I don't think all people get in touch with their souls because in order to do that you need connection, you need to have an abundance of  knowledge and you need to believe.
The other day I told someone that I used to be with this one girl, and we had an online relationship, but the feelings turned out to be so strong that I could feel her right beside me and when I'd close my eyes I could see her face perfectly and speaking to me.
I wish she'd have felt the same about me and I really thought she did, but she's just a simple woman, she's undergoing her trial, she's still young, she need assistance and   what better assistance than a person of God?
See, if you let your view be deceptive but what your eyes can see, you will live blindly. There's much more to everything than meets the eye. Most just resume themselves in seeing things like they are, they don't think ahead of time, they don't even take in consideration the past, they just live the moment without caring about anything, just survival.

I see the big picture, the one you see is wallet size.

- EDUCATION: In order to be educated you first have to gain knowledge because a man grown in a jungle who has no knowledge couldn't be possibly educated. Reality is a jungle, but if you're educated you can transform it in what you wish, you can see everything different. Education and respect should exist between any men, even between the so called "enemies". When you start being educated you can see that the world isn't so bad as you thought it is. Education opens new doors not only for your eyes, but for your heart too.
Look around you...people are educated in being uneducated because an uneducated person is easy to control. He doesn't question, he just obeys. He doesn't feel, he just does. He doesn't think, he abducts.
The way to education starts when you begin to be rational. I received a good education, but in order to arrive at respecting everyone I had to do some things on my own too. I don't look down on people because I'm richer or more beautiful or because I have something they don't/can't have. I actually invite them to be part of my life, to come eat with me, to give them some money, to get my advice.
People think that they can do it alone in this world, but they know they can't but their principles make them deny the truth.
Everyone has a long way to go, but not alone, you'll never be alone, no matter who you are, remember that.

You have to cherish old folks and kids too
Because you can teach the kids and old folks can teach you 

That's why you need to put some common sense in that brain of yours. You don't care about nobody's problems 'til it happens to you. You don't understand that we're linked: when one goes down, the other sinks too.

Put the World in Its place before It puts you in yours

If don't wanna exist worthlessly  then you will start changing. That's why you have to eat the snake before it eats you. Many people live on this Earth, very few see the true price of human live.

...That's when I understood what life's about through all the suffering
I was there to leave a mark; the majority at Heaven's doors answer with "nothing" 

Understand, if you try to fix your problems you won't suffer the consequences. And no, I'm not talking about karma, that's bullshit.

Lastly, but most importantly this post is about my love to YOU. Many people heard of the game "Metal Gear Solid", which is considered to be the greatest game of all time. See, I find education in anything: books, cartoons, games, people walking. These games contain many signs of deceit, but also many signs of prophecies and MUCH emotional language.
I invite all of you to hear this song from one of the games and my inspiration for this post; because it gives me shivers.
I already bared with the idea that my love story could not lead anywhere, but a war field, but it's because of the lack of knowledge, the sightless eyes, the fogged minds and ager management issues of the people we love that many of us won't ever get what we really deserve and we always be discriminated in the majority's eyes.

What they don't understand 
Is that we'll be the winners in the end


 

joi, 15 septembrie 2011

How I Learned To Hate This World

Give me your time and let me vent a little
EVERY RESEMBLANCE TO YOUR LIFE IS JUST COINCIDENTAL


Yeaaah, it's the Disciple of K, telling you the other side of the story.
The people's souls are dirty, unworthy of my words of salvation.

The promise of a lifetime, can you make one? Can you keep it?
If you're real you'll keep it, but most certainly the person whom you made the promise will do something so you won't be able to keep it.
Today, September 15 2011 I've been given another reason to wish my death and another reason to hate the world. This is the story of How I learned to hate the world.

I was taught at an early age you can't make everybody happy
The person I show the most love will be the main one try'na cap me


I try and teach people I interact with some God given knowledge, but they undermine me in an end, they make fun of me, they disrespect me, they take my heart away.
After months, though...I talk to them, I see them and they don't seem that happy, they rather seem...unhappy, lost...
What goes around comes around and I have been taught by a person whom I loved and love that you can be redeemed with words.
I once told myself that I'd try and redeem this girl with my words, shall my entire lifetime be the cost. It happened sooner than I expected. Thank you for that.

As long as I roll with God as my partner I don't need nobody to protect me

God is my mind, I see this world through the eyes of a generation yet to be born, I come from an alternative future where love is gone...And it seems we're already living in. I've tried again to do everything humanly possible and I didn't do anything wrong again, but humans still cut my lifeline, my happiness, my dreams.
I have to start again from scratch, but somehow I don't feel that hurt like I felt the first time, maybe because my heart couldn't possibly break since it wasn't even whole to start with.

Anyone who has scarred me has paid the price because I'm a person of God, I'm not a disbeliever. You may laugh at my words, but you shall see and the people who experienced this by doing me wrong know exactly what I'm talking about. I don't bow myself to a human habit.
I paint dreams, achievements, glory with verbal illustration. I was born to be loved by someone who knows how to see into my soul because there lays my beauty, beyond any superficiality.

This is why humans don't know how to love. This is why YOU might not live as even as worst expected. You, same person who claim to know how to love and make promises and then break up because some shit, you killed love. You shouldn't even deserve this emotion.

I don't have nothing to say, man...I'm in a state where I barely can think, my vocabulary descended at an average person level, I lost all ties with the world, if it wasn't for my mind linked to God's knowledge I'd be a vegetable now.
Yet again I'm starting from scratch, I'm searching for a meaning to live before giving my own (I hope it won't happen).

Why do harmless and defenseless people always reveal to be the most harmful and devilish? I can see into a person soul, I have trained my kaleidoscope eyes for a long time now.
I saw in YOU what I couldn't see in any person in my 19 years of life and from the start I kinda knew this is gonna be bullshit because YOU don't even fathom what you say or write.
What bothers me is the exchanged words...I don't say bullshit, but YOU make me look like I did. Also, all that YOU said I know they weren't lies, but YOU made them look like.
I won't judge YOU because I love YOU, but YOU have a long way to go. YOU're still young and obviously YOU chose the trouble road as everyone else. Unable to see beyond the white and the black you will find yourself into a gray world.

You can't avoid the true test,
I won't use earthly ammunition, you'll need an asteroids proof vest


I self-test you all. Your vision of this world is slanted that for me you're just a rat in a lab. You're so unoriginal and lacking aspirations that I can read every move you make, I can already think ahead of time what you're gonna do or why you did something. You're becoming a robot, mind systematically programmed.

My best? I gave it. That test? I aced it.
But it seems all the words I say are being worthless


Yeah, they're just words because you're just a robot. You can't see beyond what's shown to you. You only picture what your eyes vision, but you're kinda seeing with the eyes of people that hate you. You're raised with that vision and I tried to set you free, at least a person in 6 billions...that wasn't YOU, it seems.
Even though you will come back things will never be like they were, even if they seem. I forgive but I don't forget.
The scar will always be there...

This is not a bashing post, this is just the real side of the world, the majority. Be careful of what you're afraid of, you might be that scared trying to avoid your fear will drive right into it. Just be yourself, because if you're yourself you will be a wonderful person and you will find what you seek.
Don't blame me of something you want me to believe about you.

I was a stranger to you, but I felt I knew you for a lifetime...I died for my second time but the sun is the light of my birth, yet I live again.

I don't want you to suffer, I love you, I always will. I will aid you on this journey. The words exchanged lay in your head, look for me into the infinity of your thoughts, I stand at the beginning of time and the end of infinity, keep you balanced in this world.
Our eyes shall cross once again.

And is not only monetary thieves and grand deceiver who have socially mistreated me
The way the world has previously treated me make me arrive to the conclusion that we haven't been seeded equally.


Tell me if everything is alright
Or if you can't even cry 'cause you don't even have no more tears in your eyes


I love y'all, especially YOU.

luni, 12 septembrie 2011

Blood Doctrine

Blood doctrine: the bloodline of Satan written in dust; in the minds of people who worship and follow him/her. The elite. In opposition to the covenant of the heart with Christ (Jer. 31:31-34; Hebr. 8:6-13). Which transcends above any, satanic/humanistic covenant. For the covenant of the heart with Christ is the everlasting one.


I got so many things working against me
Serpents and merchants of death working intensely with the purpose to lynch me
A young person who feels like I been on Earth for a century
I was questioned my work before the birth of this entry
I walk on cursed surfaces while merciless men be
Who shirk the love I sent and reemerged with envy
What once was a full vessel is now worthless and empty
Recollection of sin tempted me to suborned to meant we
See you'll be still frontin' and worshiping jewelry
While I'm trying not to let force of gravity pull me
To disaster, evil forces I'm trying to master
My blood is draining faster, I'm living on plasma
Try'na stay calm and drop this gun clip out of my palm
Try'na keep the governmental microchip out of my arm
And at this rate can we advance? Hypothetically a chance...
Getting sicker from eating food that's genetically enhanced

Don't get locked in, locked in (locked in) locked in (locked in)
Trick aside of the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine
Don't get locked in, locked in (locked in) locked in (locked in)
Trick aside of the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine

The gift that God gave me saved me, but never truly paid me
I need angels to show up a daily with harps to serenade me
My motivation escapes me
And I can't relate to a world that hates and tries to recreate me
So they disassociate me from the masses, so I patiently wait 'til time passes
I sit in the back of the class, unnoticed with dark glasses
Watching these ignorant bastards, boast and show gull
Allowing them shine, knowing I have the power to kill 'em all
Yet I fall back with deep humility and state my hand
The Book said "A prophet has no honor in his own land"
So I expand expediently fall beyond the sea
Forced to leave because my own tree wouldn't respond to me
Mistreated the woman who bled, put wisdom in your head
Try'na duck and dodge the faulty education I was fed
I'm the sun, the moon, the stars and all in between
The fire, the water, the deep dream, the Black King

Don't get locked in, locked in (locked in) locked in (locked in)
Trick aside of the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine
Don't get locked in, locked in (locked in) locked in (locked in)
Trick aside of the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine

Man they got you ! One drop, they only need an increment
Universally recognized to distinguishment of your fingerprint
Freedom relinquishment known in every single presecuring
Tap the instrument to ya plan soon as ya think of it
They snatch you and violate and betted God's rights
Then they catch you with paper trails and credit cards swipes
Make you contemplate if it's real and worth the whole deal
Population management through your support control pills
You signed it, and now they ain't nothing that can't do to you
Depending on what computers do, feening for pharmaceuticals
A hand that Shaitan raised and damage you for days
The evangelistic wave of a man with wicked ways
You signed it, the hell driven covenant for instance
Loving the system, malistic for government assistants
You figured the best name was the name that he was given you
Exhibit your loyalty everytime that you give a signature

Don't get locked in, locked in (locked in) locked in (locked in)
Trick aside of the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine
Don't get locked in, locked in (locked in) locked in (locked in)
Trick aside of the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine
Keep ya name up off the Blood Doctrine

vineri, 9 septembrie 2011

The World (Tell The Truth)

We don't care who likes it or not, as long as we know it's the truth.
Much of what I say might sound blasphemous, but it's the truth.
Much of what I say might sound like it's crazy, but it's the truth.
Much of what I say might sound like it's hate, but it's the truth.
And God put guidance as mentioned din the Bible...if you're afraid to tell the truth you don't even deserve freedom.
They put you in jail to not find out the truth, but they can't put you in jail for telling the truth. 
Just tell the truth. All we need it's the truth. Everyone deserves to know the truth.

I feel like life's walls are closing in on me
This world put its spin on me, I got a two ton jacket of sin on me
No hopeless doubt, a race to get out
Nothing to joke about, we living in the actual time the prophets spoke about
My view on life and my perspective is that when things get hectic
God is not the first option selected nor the second
Got a million drugs to stop the pain with and Satan came with awkward language
Now he's shocked and anguished hoping that Barack can change it
My tainted mind is dizzy, And now it seems every time I need a sign where is he?
Called God but his line was busy
We in and out of prison, trying to make our living
In an unforgiving system that's money and power driven
The conditions seems immutable, A plethora of wakes and funerals
The frequency of a youth's mind is untenable
Truth and falsehood never coincided, just collided
How can the devil save your home when his own house is divided?

The World is coming to an eeeeend, ahhh
And it's never coming back agaaaain, ahhh
God is your only frieeeeend, ahhh
Without Him you can never wiiiiin, ahhh

How can I dare to create a seed when I'm surrounded by thieves,
Murderers and fakers, and I all I ever received is grieving and deadly disagreements?
Strategically deceiving, and now you expect me to stand up and believe in
The Anthem Frances got depicted back in 1814, when
Black people were being held in bondage, raised and despicable discussed
So those words were are applicable to us
You got the hell beat out ya, right after you served and fought war
So why you facing the flag with your hand pressed against your heart for?
Don't be mislead, see, the red represents oceans of blood shed
For the millions they murdered and left dead
With no simpathy or remorse, see
The second color up on that flag represents the wicked prims of white supremacy
We live under its sick direction,
Just like the sky falls it  appears to the eyes, the color blue represets deception
So now's the time for resurrection
If you can't see America falling right in front of you then you need an eye inspection

The World is coming to an eeeeend, ahhh
And it's never coming back agaaaain, ahhh
God is your only frieeeeend, ahhh
Without Him you can never wiiiiin, ahhh

Tell me, how we gon' survive today?
If you don't eat ten dollars worth of gas won't get you out of the gas station driveway
The words that Satan spoke were fraud
Instead of trying to choose between republicans and democrats we need to vote for God
And rhyme for Him exclusively
I understand now what my elders meant when they said "things ain't how it used to be"
We cry until our eyes are red
The crazy part is that how bad it is now ain't even worse that what lays ahead
God lifted his hand to summon: pestilence and the lands slamming
No respect between man and woman, stunts, earthquakes and famine coming
People suffering and grieving a lot
Wicked shepherds receiving a flock
Receiving a shack every hour, hope it, believe it or not truth is the key to the lock
See the states, the economy and
Soon food supplies gonna be thin
Honstly, man out here tryna be women
Now a woman wanna be man
Child molested and prostitution
Multiple drugs, water pollution
Education system losing
Watch the news, it's mass confusion

The World is coming to an eeeeend, ahhh
And it's never coming back agaaaain, ahhh
God is your only frieeeeend, ahhh
Without Him you can never wiiiiin, ahhh

marți, 6 septembrie 2011

The Debate

Welcome to this session. You will now be faced with two theories about "all existing" and believe it or not, your mental and spiritual will build on what your choice shall be. You won't be able to control it, your subconscious will do the work for you. Remember though, there's a right choice in all this and depends on you to find which one it is and answering to the last question in this debate.


Were we created or did we evolve, how did we arrive?
What's the purpose of our existence, why are we alive?
Tell me who do you believe in, to what do you subscribe?
And when it's time for you to prove yourself, how will you survive?
Were we created or did we evolve, how did we arrive?
What's the purpose of our existence, why are we alive?
Tell me who do you believe in, to what do you subscribe?


First I'd like to thank y'all for coming out today
We would ask that you close your mouth and pay close attention to what we're about to say
My name is K and I'm your moderator in this great debate
We're tackling a topic that's highly prevalent state to state
To my left an evolutionist-atheists
He'll be stating his case against the man to my right who's a creationist
For the sake of history, a camera specialist is taping this
Did a deity create this or did we evolve is the basic gist?
You sir

(Creationist)
Well, the Bible states than in the beginning God created the heavens and the Earth
So everything we see here was His hand and His work
This man's a joke, I've read his books and seen his lectures, even studied all his tapes
About how we were life forms that evolved from apes
I ask you "how could a more intelligent being come out of a lesser being?"
This is the thing with which we're wrestling
The universe and man are God's creation, just admit it pop
If we evolved from apes and apes are still around, why did it stop?

Were we created or did we evolve, how did we arrive?
What's the purpose of our existence, why are we alive?
Tell me who do you believe in, to what do you subscribe?
And when it's time for you to prove yourself, how will you survive?
Were we created or did we evolve, how did we arrive?
What's the purpose of our existence, why are we alive?
Tell me who do you believe in, to what do you subscribe?

Ok, your time is up you'll get a chance to talk some more
But at this time we need to let our second speaker have the floor
Let's give the same respect to him and not speak all at once
So we'll pass the baton to your opponent, now, for his response

(Evolutionist)
Well the concept of life evolving...and the way that things were brought in
Was fathered and authored by Charles Darwin
Your assessment of what we believe was improperly covered
We only speak of how one life form changes into another
You believe in God but can't prove there's a god and this is vital
Your theology is based upon a contradicting Bible
You don't worship Him, you worship idols
And hold self-righteous dispositions
If God is real why is this world in this condition?
I feel humanity has had enough of this lie
You praise a spirit that allows people to suffer and die
And no matter how much you pray and look up to the sky
Things remain corrupt

Alright, your time's up to rebutting reply

Were we created or did we evolve, how did we arrive?
What's the purpose of our existence, why are we alive?
Tell me who do you believe in, to what do you subscribe?
And when it's time for you to prove yourself, how will you survive?
Were we created or did we evolve, how did we arrive?
What's the purpose of our existence, why are we alive?
Tell me who do you believe in, to what do you subscribe?

Right now this debate is winding down
We're finding out some things now so we'll let the evolutionist start this time around

(Evolutionist)
Well, as for the universe we've never said who made it
Evolution is now the theory of how life originated
Your failed connection and theory rejection
Is only evident of your lack of comprehension of the process of natural selection

(Creationist)
Well, motion and order were  the first two laws of the universe
We don't agree that stars and planets are the result of a big burst
Think at the perfect celestial trajectory, how things operate successfully
With intricate detailed complexity

(Evolutionist)
Hehehe, can you believe this idiot sitting next to me?
See, you're speaking scientifically
Prove God did it and break it down specifically

(Creationist)
I've done that through the scriptures, what you've heard is the truth
Whether it's Bible or Qur'an see, God's word is the proof
And I agree I'm speaking scientifically, we're in compliance
But my last question to you will be WHO CREATED SCIENCE?

sâmbătă, 3 septembrie 2011

The Serpent

The Mass is fail
It was jailed in the stomach of a bastard, well
Who prevailed over the hell of the dragon when he cast its tail?
Since the slave trade in the Trans Atlantic
Man's been granted grace until the large judgment spans the planet
It ain't hard to recognize the enemy
Who you said you was? Nothing to me, words prove identity
With typical non-ethereal spiritless individuals
A pictorial part takers and Babylonian rituals
Unrighteous acts be flipping you like factual speckles
The nature of The Original we abandoned those who are miscible
At the time so intricate and pivotal
We need to focus on the God and try not to deviate from being spiritual
The Serpent was in the garden and the light of the sun
Not a snake but a man with the characteristics of one
So understand, no matter what you believe
The best way to avoid deception is to know that you can be deceived
The man had sprung you to his land and beat you and hung you
In the Satan of the bible in the Qur'an living among you
They told you about a hell that burns hotter than the sun do
But after knowledge comes you've discovered that it was untrue
It's evil institutions and ungodly solutions
The cross you wear was used as a tool for execution
They claimed to be Christians, but they set it on fire
How could you honor something that was used to kill the Messiah?
They say that you would go to Heaven, when you die and leave here
But the Earth is a sphere that already sits in the atmosphere
To keep you in bondage and not worth for damn
But Elijah reversed the scam of the curse of hand
I know its nature; I've been try'na  rise above it for years
Money's not the root of all evil, the love of it is
The real Devil is right behind you, how fast can you run?
He replaced his white sheet, with a badge and a gun
Unaware to spun and kill and plant seeds of war
Close our mental door and ignore the needs to the poor
The procedure was tedious, century's deceiving us
History of previous people not here, repeated us
In a snakiest manner, (Bush) he lies when his eyes sees the camera
I seen it feening for blood in Jena, Louisiana
They poisoned our hoods to bleed and weed us out
We attempted suicide every time that we leave the house
Treated the Black man, lower the K9's and they kill em
And made us believe that our condition was accidental
All we do is sing songs, we done suffered too long
Look at they world and look at yours and tell me something ain't wrong
Black fostered characterized in America's eyes
But now the rest of the world is getting wise to America's lies
The Devil quickly raise his wand and negativity response
On the Black man wants to be sworn in with his hand on the Qur'an
How can they contradict the basics of they own foundation (hypocrites)
When the White races who found this nation were Masons
Ma-sons who studied Islam and secret societies
But not original so they couldn't receive all the degrees
Slave owned presidents, played the role to divine
The constitution was never designed with Black people in mind
George Washington, Thomas Jefferson, straight down the line
All the way to Bill Clinton and Bush in the present time
Blood spill, in its will was placed on the Great Seal
It starts coding and revealed on the back of the dollar bill
He deceived the whole world and lied to the whole nation
Through his wicked interpretations on his main news station
FOX (FOX) represents the number of the beast (beast)
Resolute the three letters you'll find a six in each (each)
F is the sixth letter in the alphabets mix (mix)
O is the fifteen, one plus five equals six (six)
X is the twenty-fourth, that's six number three
Satanic messages fed to us over the TV
Put us to sleep with new forms of mental slavery
'Cause if you knew the real God you would instantly be free
From The Serpent!

miercuri, 31 august 2011

Let It Burn

Burn down Babylon, shock of the hour
The whole planet caught up in the plot to devour
Righteous men on lock and mocked by the powers
By now you should really know who knocked down the towers
They planning to discount you, slander and denounce you
Scheming at secret meetings, the Bieldberg consul
Unidentifiable in the state that they found you
Nothing but lies, loss, is what it all amounts to
It started when the ships cam to Africa to take you
To enslave you, mis-educate you and rape you
Hundreds of years later...and yes, they still hate you
So those who follow Satan get swallowed into the lake too
The cold wicked wind blue, the evil that men do
The sin of them who pretend to defend you
But now we at end where we see God's self rain
Hell, snow, earthquakes , the 4 great judgments

So burn, burn Babylon, bathe in the fire
Centuries of evil increase the flames higher
Every rule has an end, every nation has a term
Is time for the devil to receive what he earned
America long gone, when the smoke clears
And it won't cool down for 300 hundred more years
So burn, burn Babylon, bathe in the fire
Centuries of evil increase the flames higher


Snakes in the temple, no more signs and symbols
A satanic collage is what his mind resembles
Is the end, the finally, bottom line, it's simple
If you ride with this devil in this time that tremble
You see, lies are getting shook and minds are getting took
Everything you see happened it now lines up with the book
'Bout to  witness things in this country in destining me
They made the Vietnam war look like  Sesame Street
We in the modern day Sodom,  we occupy the bottom
What I write it's a microcosm  of all this world's problems
The Statue of Liberty is a  whore-time vessel
It'll smell like death if you  raise the damn dress up
I'm try'na put American's demonic hand off me
This country's on the brink of collapse and anarchy
Famine in the land real soon, the men taught me
The United States is gonna be like Japan shortly


So burn, burn Babylon, bathe in the fire
Centuries of evil increase the flames higher
Every rule has an end, every nation has a term
Is time for the devil to receive what he earned
America long gone, when the smoke clears
And it won't cool down for 300 hundred more years
So burn, burn Babylon, bathe in the fire
Centuries of evil increase the flames higher

 The water in the land, the economy  to schools
The moral fabric of men, the poison in the food
The lies told daily by media in the news
The shady politics who seek governmental fools
But condemnation is coming , an eye for an eye
They send the children to war, to die for Allah
And police brutality punishment piles higher
Mire, floods and wild fires
No love for inner city children, in the least
The task-force preparing to kill 'em in the streets
It's hard to overcome and make a pilgrimage of peace 
When you living  in the sick filled of the wilderness with beasts
Looking at the people  and them filled up with sorrow
Knowing what you see today might not be here tomorrow
And once you learn the truth of The Dragon and its evil
It's difficult to teach it 'cause the people don't believe you
We still laughing and joking  and violence provoking
Knowing we in the days where God's silence is broken
Calamities unleashing, skies  wide open
Eyes being awoken to the cries of the chosen
They lied about terrorists and Iraq to fool us
The fuel of the blaze of arrogant world rulers
And flying objects you see  they come down to stare at ya
Are there 'cause they getting prepared to wipe out America...America...America



duminică, 28 august 2011

Kill The Preacher

From the first second the devil started breathing
He would breed a high degree of deceiving in every religion men believed in
Seeding with Satanic reasoning, theological bargain and evil
Let the masses grieving 'cause justice was uneven
The Bible is considered to be  unequivocally,
Words literally depraved off a God's mind to men, spiritually
But what you vision the scriptures to ain't the actual picture you see
What was given to Thee ain't how it was written originally
Now listen to me, this whole true, in any men's nation
The Bible has many versions and many translations
European scholars took the manuscripts and reshaked them,
Trapped 'em in false hood, took the holy scriptures and raped them
Then they fed it to the people in ways their mind couldn't distinguish (You)
Altered  the book, make it suit them, when translated to English
The proof of the lies is in the King's James , before your eyes
The first page  staged  former translations that been compared and revised
And the word "revised" simply means "change"
Certain parts rearranged, by special command of a devil named King James
66 books this version contains,  and not the only ones in the game
There was more, but from putting nose in they refrained
This fact is mostly unknown, you hope 'em wrong
But how come 73 books in the Bible and 6 in the home of the Papal Rome
The truth came  but we missed it, I got it twisted
There were multiple Bibles listed before the King James existed

Kill the preacher, a false hood, murder him dead
The intentional lie teacher, off with his head
When they empty out that garbage, fill it with proof
When they attack you with deception, kill him with truth

Kill the preacher, not matter where you see him
Transport his physical being from the  pool pit to the mausoleum
With his concept of God I'm disagreeing
The image of the black messiah Jesus being depicted as European
Feel me, you thought He was, but He wasn't
The face you worship as Christ is actually Michelangelo's cousin
I speak plain, hoping you find what you seek, mayne
Know that the word "Jesus" ain't African, dude, that's a Greece name
This is serious,  most ignorant congregations are hearing it
The Bible only covers a 6000 year period
I pick up now  and start chronologically disunion
From us to Jesus,  Jesus to Moses, Moses to the beginning
Huh, and those consist in 2000 year increments
We take the devil teaching in and we never even think of it
And the same demon who tricked the whole world and gave you yours
Was a savage in a carcass mount, walking around on all force
The pastors and magicians equally as a faggot
Murder 'em all from Billy Gram down to Jimmy Swaggart
The black ones, the white ones practicing satanism
The holidays ain't nothing but  devil worshiping and paganism
It don't matter what we follow,  we ain't murdering range
If all we do is quote scriptures, but ain't helping nobody change
God don't author no confusion,  but we get played consistently
You want to show a man his true religion? Teach him his history


Kill the preacher, a false hood, murder him dead
The intentional lie teacher, off with his head
When they empty out that garbage, fill it with proof
When they attack you with deception, kill him with truth

Kill the preacher

vineri, 26 august 2011

Remember (Version 2)

Version 1 (http://crys-fromtheheart.blogspot.com/2011/04/remember.html)

Remember
In everyone you see is an illusion
Cloud of smoke

There was a lady who had lost her husband and she was stressing
Mentally second guessing and questioning God's blessings
In her eyes, for that man the sun would set and rise
Two years into the marriage met an untimely demise
Depression multiples from everything she had gone through
Stopped working then became isolated and mournful
Before I go further into this I gotta warn you
She now about to take a trip into the paranormal
Laying in the room tears falling in volumes
A voice from the corner said "what is your problem?
The pain is hard to shake, maybe that's true
But our love is infinite" she said 'baby is that you? '
"Yes and I'm kinda upset at my wife
Why are you acting like you dead when you still have life?
She said 'I'm missing you' he told her "I know that you sad
But be glad God let us have the moments we had"

Remember
The times we had
I know that
Your heart is sad
Don't worry
About how things seem to be
I want you to be glad
When you think of me

Young fella going crazy try'na achieve peace
He had just lost his oldest brother to the streets
The man hadn't been into the ground, but two months
He decided to go wild and pull a few stunts
Outside the store, ready to take a chance
Before he walked in he felt something grab his hand
He didn't see anyone he dropped his drink
Heard his brother speak saying "stop and think
Why are you tripping put that pistol down
Don't you know that's the reason I'm no longer around? "
He said 'I'm hurt bro, you not being hear disappoints me'
"I understand that but keep it up and you'll join me"
'Why'd you have to leave? ' "I was foolish now I'm done
How you think mama would feel if she lost another son?
You gotta chance to see things out of the seed
Go home and change your life bro, be better than me"

Remember
The times we had
I know that
Your heart is sad
Don't worry
About how things seem to be
I want you to be glad
When you think of me

Yeah life is cold
His momma passed away when he was twelve years old
Shipped off the relatives and foster homes
By sixteen suicidal thoughts was strong
Out of his real mind plotting with skill
Took a bottle and said, 'I'm a bout to swallow these pills'
About to take his own self out in round one
Heard a soft voice say "put the bottle down, son
You don't need too letting grief defeat you
I love you; I never intended to leave you"
'Yeah but you still did anyhow'
She said "Yes, so it's time to be a grown man now
You never had a father in your life but I thought you
Would be strong enough to utilize what I taught you"
'Ok momma what'chu want me to do? '
"Live and give life to others like I gave it to you"

Remember
The times we had
I know that
Your heart is sad
Don't worry
About how things seem to be
I want you to be glad
When you think of me

miercuri, 24 august 2011

Kill Humanati

There is a divine presence in the universe that demands righteousness and justice, then we gonna have to re-think what we believe and where we're going, and what the world is all about, because the last 2000 years we haven't done too well.

Rise of the civilization, supply innovation
Blind to the signs of ancients
So what the signs that my mind is faced with?
No time for rhymes of design compassing
But do write the statement:
The fun living in the United States is living in stasis
Secretly sparked, divided and caged
Keep it in the dark 'cause the light is contagious
Spiteful, blatant, attacks on whatever lacks
The capacity to roll with the pack
And go ahead, go global with that
By the power of the big push,
Truth, to the bad push
Used to attract my attention and hate
But is it used to distract or potentially wait?
We got laws resurfaced and essentially late
And grown men misguided 'til they mentally break

If anything's going to happen in this country to turn it around, we gonna need a Renaissance , intellectual, spiritual Renaissance because you can't do it with arms. Adolf Hitler rose to power the same way George Bush did, it's the simple Micky Mouse routine that works everytime.

Your mind is a target,
Buying anything that they sell you, blind in the market
Walking, talking, human-like being
Say the right words, do the right thing
The core credit house to the wife thing
Choose the right team, left or right wing?
Unitedly staying, dividing us into teams
Is like the positive and negative inside a machine
At one time, yeah it might have been clean
But now look it and lean, under the pressure of a crooked boogiein'
I scream to the public, obsessed with the scenes of a puppet
And block out the strings from above it
They must love it, they debate the resistance
Waiting while fading the gate of existence
Day and out day, without making the difference
Formally God given, now Satan assisted

Gotta wake up and understand where this debt comes from because out masters don't give a damn about You, or Your family, or Your destiny with God. All they care about is what they have always cared about and that's controlling the whole damn world.

I know it sounds Hollywood, it should, they'd do the good job
Turned on the tube and tuned, they turned the books soft
Then revenged and nerd to make it look soft...
...To re-think growth
To question anything that you know
And the capacity to handle anything that they throw
It ain't easy, gotta warn ya
When you think it is like running in the sooth armor against a tank
The hard road, the burning of truth
The real that's concealed in the learning of You
The proof? I reveal it, but the words you deny
So explore 'cause there's more of the word you provide
When you collide with culture and raise your concept
The faithful contest debate
Eventually it takes you...to a place you...
Equate yourself with all that creates you

We're not in tune with the universal God force, we're not in tune with the truth
We're in tune with what we've been told is the truth
We understand the things that we been told about the government
That we have to pay your taxes 'cause that's the law
You think: what law?
Where's there a law that says that?
It might be there, somewhere
No!
Where is the law?
Then you'll find out wealth is just a lie
The whole thing was a lie
The whole thing was a scheme

duminică, 21 august 2011

Annihilation of the Evil Machine

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BEFORE READING:

- I'm not responsible of the possible damage I'm about to do to your brain
- What you about to read can be very well THE MOST beautiful story written in rhymes you'll read in a lifetime, but it's ONE OF THE most beautiful you could ever read
- I don't care if you like it or not, as long as I know it the truth
- Any curiosities, doubts > comment section


Let me tell you
(Tell me what?)
What you are up against
(What am I up against?)
What you think is real, is not real at all
We are facing a global (A global?), system (System?) of evil
That must...be destroyed (Let's get it)
These things represent the machine, and hopefully when it's over you'll see what I mean:
- First of all you got government (United States of America), Corporate America
(Who steal money on the daily base)
- Radio (Who dumb the people down)
- The court systems (Who lock us up systematically)
- The media who twist the facts
- The educational system (False education), that has failed our youth and bled money
- The prisons (You shall still see the prison industry)
- The modern day slave plantations
- The pharmaceutical companies
- The drug trafficants, heh, the real ones, not the little guys you see on the corner. Nah-nah, the ones who allow the drugs to enter into the country in the first place
- The gun manufacturers who put weapons in the hand of the inner city youth in a plan designed to make us kill each other, shed each other own blood
(What you gon' do, what you gon' do?)
- The gang members (Which ones?). Nope, hehe, not the ones in the hood. The gangs in DC (Real gangs), who participate in world-wide gangster-ism, who carry out preemptive strikes on countries and try to police the whole world
- Did I mention the Tea party?
- The preachers, the wicked clergy who deceive the people under the veil of religion
Heh, these are the oppressive entities
The powers who systematically control the sleeping masses
Let's expose 'em all (Expose 'em all)
First thing we gotta do is gain knowledge of self *See previous posts*
Once you get the knowledge of self and God, the devil can't destroy you
'Cause if you resist him, he'll flee
F.L.E.E
'Cause he's a flay
A F.L.A.Y


Years before I ever existed
The war between the sadistic and the realistic had been predicted
The balance of the world's power shifted
When artistic control was given to the wicked and lifted from the gifted
When I was born a female mystic
Insisted she entered the room leaned over my forehead and kissed it
Inside me my assignments were listed
I was never told this 'till I was old, fearing in the risk that I resisted
The first composition I ever composed
Triggered a conscious thought probe that the mystic had enclosed
I folded in an agonizing pose
When it was over I would hold the keys to expose the motives of the soul
Meanwhile, on the same side of the globe
A slow-glowing entity, grow the masses to ignorance overload
I stayed inside my reclusive mode and although this was strange
I still didn't complain, though I belatedly noticed the change
I started having recollections
Misdoubted reflections of things that ignited mental resurrection
Now every audio visual object we digest
Contributes to this gradual generative process
Nonetheless I wasn't under stress
I just rested in conferees, sharpen my talents to sore beyond the best
Fell asleep it felt like something was being put on my head
I woke up and saw two individuals at the foot of my bed

One said "You and K-Rino had been chosen to fight
The deadly force that germinated and rose in the night
All the knowledge that you'll need, I'll expose on this flight"
"What's up with this paralysis?", "You're frozen in light"
"Well can you unfreeze me?
And please be quick about telling me the reason why you come to sees me"
He said "I'm sure you heard of the machine
Well, we convene concerning its destruction and we've chose you to lead the team
Folks are going to die you have no choice so you better comply"
I said "I was no one special I'm just a regular guy"
He said, "That's a lie you were born for this, never deny"
I looked in his eyes I said "Okay man, whatever, I'll try"
Two seconds later I went from my room on the craft
Inside the lab where I received training to run the staff
Was seemed like one day of training had been a year
The mystic reappeared and said "No one must interfere"
I said "lady, I could be wrong, but I feel like I know you"
She smiled then said "you do and at the proper time I'll show you
As for the masses there's a faith you have to save 'em from
Look at the people and how disillusion they become
The thought streams that this machine is filtering
Are ill meaning and be weltering, you have to kill this thing
You'll have to start with all of his compartments
And execute mark hits on targets from earth to orbit"

After I listened I started on my mission
With one magician from the space craft as my assistant
The first place he brung me had stunned me, what I saw living among me
Eighty-five percent were already zombies
The schools and the streets, and the houses
Were toused with the venom of lying governments and sick media outlets
All intelligent thoughts that sprouted, re-routed and ousted
"I had to obliterate the whole outfit"
But where was this station? We tried to pin-point its location
With extra sensory perceptive navigation
Two seconds after spring into action
I saw on the caption a giant shadow of a robotic contraption
I turned around and shockingly seen
A technologically supreme object that no logic could possibly dream
Everything that was said was obscene
Plus his head was a screen and blasted at me with a red-glowing beam
I blasted back with a shot on my own
Medulla oblong got a lob of fire straight out of my bottomless dome
I heard a voice that made my head raise, to paraphrase it said
"We'll forever convey our wicked ways over the airwaves
You can't stop the rise we were put here to deceive the wise
We're the ones who span the truth and make people believe the lies
Make the world slaves so don't defy it"
To save it I will try it, it was modern day David and Goliath
This denial thing that we resited in was multiplying
This Leviathan was like trying escape to Poseidon
So every great phrase that was ever spoken I quoted
Decoded and overloaded his modem 'till he exploded
When it blew up I was glad and released
Then I seen new machines falling from each of the fragment and pieces
Now I gotta overcome the offspring the children of 'em
I went from dealing with just one to a million of 'em
A whole army in the distance ahead
Imprisoners of listeners, tapped my assistant and said
"I need a G719 skill gun"
He said "I never heard of that", I said "I know, I just made it up, go build one!"
He left and said "Okay I'll go get it; just hold them all for a minute"
Sixty seconds later he reappeared with it
I snatched it, with no time to study or test it
It consisted of just one definite button so I pressed it...

*cought* *cought*
Ah Man!
I awoke in a cloud of smoke
I saw people, one of them stepped out of the crowd and spoke
"It's so enlightening to be mentally redeemed" he said
I'm like "What happened" he said "Look, all the machines are dead!"
Conscious thinking that we ultimately free again
No more government commercial, radio, or CNN
The gas released out of the weapon made the cameras fall
Reversed the spell of the machine and deprogrammed us all
I said "But there were millions, how can we persist to live?"
"After the wisdom, everyone took the initiative"
One by one they were individually destroyed
By everything with knowledge, all functions deployed
They spark the process with cerebral brain washing narcotics
Scientific control anatomic robotics biotic hypnotics
The mystic then delivered my faith
Waved and erased my memory, sending me back to my original state
You wonder how then was it told to y'all?
The thought probe was never taken out, It recorded the whole battle and showed it all
Now future generations can say that they seen
The total Annihilation of the Evil Machine

miercuri, 17 august 2011

Universal Author

All your life is a test, you're being tested at this very moment, you have been tested and some failed, some didn't. Lemme tell you something though: I'm disappointed. Your new standard of life can start right here, right now, just..

Just come on here with me, hehe
You gotta think about this, gotta address this
There's no accident.

With the overload of gifts he bestowed me
Thankful for the mind of  the Universal Author who composed me
In the fold of His protective mold He holds me
Chose me to dwell in His obedience as if He owed me
But no, He's just gracious and holy
Responsible souled me and out of the damn state he rose me
Told me to banish the old me
And let the sun clothe me until my roots grow deep as the bold sea
His words and actions are factual
The uncommon is common and the supernatural is natural
The food is not the start of things, the tree is
The process is repeated, the only reason we are is 'cause He is

Before it becomes physical, this verse of thought
Every individual's a work of art
And know He never had  to rip herse apart
Nothing and no one else could cause the universe to start


Before it becomes physical, this verse of thought
Every individual's a work of art
And know He never had  to rip herse apart
Nothing and no one else could cause the universe to start

Our thinking can't compete with His deepness
Each feature of every creature born with his own distinct uniqueness
The definition of "All knowing" spawned my existence
Before my mom knew, he formed characteristics
His mind penetrated through time
The infinite song of life writer who never duplicated a line
The quintessence of every essence
But out of ignorance, we question the effectiveness of His methods
Your brain is what He communicates through and never forsakes you
And then when you sleep at night He takes you
Then later brings you back and awakes you
Let Him create right on your mental cheque board  'til He elevates you


Before it becomes physical, this verse of thought
Every individual's a work of art
And know He never had  to rip herse apart
Nothing and no one else could cause the universe to start
 
Before it becomes physical, this verse of thought
Every individual's a work of art
And know He never had  to rip herse apart
Nothing and no one else could cause the universe to start

He studied real hard to comprehend
The Universal Author who begun men with one pen
Of your type you are the only model
The only living copy of your own  real-life personal novel
And from the very start He can write me, even when your life stem
You have the capacity of being like him
So even through high stress, believe in progress
You have to master the reason and process
He's touchable like a material thing
He has spirit, but He's not a spiritual being
Not three, not two, one Father is true
He's the Author of Himself and the Author of you


Before it becomes physical, this verse of thought
Every individual's a work of art
And know He never had  to rip herse apart
Nothing and no one else could cause the universe to start
 
Before it becomes physical, this verse of thought
Every individual's a work of art
And know He never had  to rip herse apart
Nothing and no one else could cause the universe to start

duminică, 14 august 2011

The Fallen King

Hahahaha...
I  enjoy and I devour flesh and wine, and luxury...
But in my heart, I am no one, nothing ever really...touches me

Just when I had paid the way to say that he made it
All the paper that I made, I wasn't able to save it
Maybe 'cause when I was paid I never gave 'em the praises
It's outrageous tryna reach higher material stages
Tryna view life through my own eyes, the par I was blessed with
'Cause once you touch a lot of cash, your character's tested
Some reek  of a degenerative arrogant essence
Until his humble  brought down and his talents arrested
Knew that once I'd my peek I'd be a permanent fixture
The love I hid was nothing like I had pictured
I was paranoid and lonely and my heart was in darkness
Standing on, looking down just made me wanting jump off it
With no sound, foundation to base my investment
The power made me crazy and evasive the question
Knew deep down from the start that future greatness was destined
But for me, the quest of chasing love is like chasing depression

I dwelled in the palace, I bathed in the cash
I stood on the mountain top, I drank from the glass
Thought that I could rule the world, but couldn't handle the throne
In the end The Fallen King was left standing alone

You see, I dwelled in the palace, I bathed in the cash
I stood on the mountain top, I drank from the glass
Thought that I could rule the world, but couldn't handle the throne
In the end The Fallen King was left standing alone

It took a small amount of time for my greedy mind to ground me
The wealth destroyed myself  and the people around me
And anything of good that men would happen to mention
Saw the people I stepped on during my rapid descension
As I fell from grace I witnessed the faces above
I never once wanted the cash to take the place of the love
But it did, until my heart developed stronger resistance
And the lustful things I lived for were no longer sufficient
I would bask into bank accounts some massive amounts
But it's only so much property in cash you can count
Achieving success, birds are prey, bleeding my nest
All the uses and the parasites that leech on your flesh
Drop my soul in every low-in, there's so many cold winds
And cover the loneliness with females over indulgence
Had it all and still had nothing, worshiped the wealth
The misguided king who possessed everything but himself

In my heart, I am no one, nothing ever really...touches me

Yeah...Nothing...
High on arrogance, drunk on price, fueled by greed, failed when I was trailed
High on arrogance, drunk on price, fueled by greed, failed when I was trailed 

I dwelled in the palace, I bathed in the cash
I stood on the mountain top, I drank from the glass
Thought that I could rule the world, but couldn't handle the throne
In the end The Fallen King was left standing alone

You see, I dwelled in the palace, I bathed in the cash
I stood on the mountain top, I drank from the glass
Thought that I could rule the world, but couldn't handle the throne
In the end The Fallen King was left standing alone

Mind state worsining, what is this I'm worshiping?
Who would be that person that could bring me down to Earth again?
Humility burgeoning, ego sharps circling
Searching for a new chance on a turf like it was first in ten
I had a few people who tried to make me reapply
And I under appreciated them, no need for me to lie
The king was a conceded guy
Who found out why is harder for a rich man to reach Heaven than a camel to pass through a needle's eye
Tears after every smile, no situation
Meant nothing, unless it gave me instant gratification
They say money's not everything, and they're right, is really not
But those words are usually said by those who have none or a lot
The dynamics of our lives are  greatly diversified
Happy poor folks and rich men who commit suicide
Had to lose it all just to accomplish the real prize
The king who had to fall in order to rise








sâmbătă, 13 august 2011

Same Thang

I have been accused of being too good of a person. Some people told me "Hey Chris, how come you won't back stab a friend?". Now some fuckers might think that I back stabbed them...well, fucker, take a look at the reality and you'll see why I did. First of all you're not my friend 'cause you did me much wrong and you were talking bullshit about someone I really cared about. That's not backstabbing anyway, it's doing the right thing for the ones who deserve them. I'm beyond visual.
I have been accused to be a terrible person 'cause of what I do, 'cause I speak words of wisdom, 'cause I wanna help you.
This composition is the answer to those accusations and more. Hope you will understand me better, after. 


That's exactly what you become when you scrap on this black
I made a commitment to be the voice of the voiceless, I made a commitment to house the hungers, feed the hungry, protect the weak and that's what I'm doing when I scrap on this rap. I've been doing this all my life, my name is Christian "Disciple of K" Bistriceanu and I'm down with this SPC. 


I speak for those who can't speak on their own behalf
The child who never questions things that confuse him 'cause it was taught he was wrong to ask
I'm try'na feel myself from under this pile
Seemingly happy, but it took a whole lot to congest a smile
I'm speaking for that little young girl who every night she drips
Afraid to close her eyes 'cause she's scared of being touched in her sleep
I speak for the homeless man that saw the world deny him
Who need food, but people ridicule and passed right by him
I speak for all you innocent people who died at the hands of evil
And went unnoticed with only family members that grieve you
For that young brother, locked up in incarceration
For a crime he didn't commit, but got railroaded due the misrepresentation
I give the testimony and the endorsement
For that brother unjustly murdered by wicked law enforcement
We got you back and you front, man, to the highest degree
You must be gone, but not forgotten 'cause you're speaking through me
Listen !

Everyday is the same thang
Selling cocaine, the dope game try'na maintain
Watch your back 'cause them fo-fo's gonna get ya
Better watch them bitches and them snitches and them jackers, I'm with ya Listen
Everyday is the same thang
Selling cocaine, the dope game try'na maintain
Watch your back 'cause them fo-fo's gonna get ya
Better watch them bitches and them snitches and them jackers, I'm with ya Listen

I've been exposed to Black Panters and Brown Gorillas, so I speak for all niggas
Those who chose to know and grow bigger
No figures makers gon' get us, back to go get it
We ride out the wave, hydro-playing role with it
Rock-skating bounce, we pounce to cock that ounce
And told your mind no other that counts if you live in doubt,
About who we are, where we came from and what where we going
Before they were showing this drug, thuggin, pimpin' and hoein'
We was pyramid, mothership and from a sitting position
The mother of our children was the mother of all invention
We speak wisdom for the ones who will listen
Mental death is real prison, clear vision is our mission

Everyday is the same thang
Selling cocaine, the dope game try'na maintain
Watch your back 'cause them fo-fo's gonna get ya
Better watch them bitches and them snitches and them jackers, I get with ya

Listen
Everyday is the same thang
Selling cocaine, the dope game try'na maintain
Watch your back 'cause them fo-fo's gonna get ya
Better watch them bitches and them snitches and them jackers, I get with ya

Listen

I know what's on your mind, lil' daddy, just put the gun down
No use wasting your life, going to prison because of one clown
And hey you, I know your marriage done went from sweet to bitter
Yeah, she ran you kinda high, dude, but walk away, don't hit her
Yo sister, I understand he violated fo' show
But don't exchange wrong for wrong, be the bigger person and grow
I know that you thinking about get to him back, but his time is coming
So don't do nothing that might compromise yourself as a woman

Change your mind, 'cause when you change your mind you change your activity, the scars in life. What you think in your mind is what you manifest in the physical, so if you think poorly of the person next to you then that's how you gon' treat your mate, because what you see in the person next to you is yourself and being voices of the voiceless we bring you this message to come together and stay together in order to have universal love, all power to the people.

I speak for those ones who can't pour out no liquor 'cause they got no limbs
Fighting overseas try'na help out, share and set their team
Do you hear me? I speak fot the ones who can't speak for themselves 'cause they're dead, dammed and blind
So tired, but I'm willing to struggle and fight for the youth, elevating their mind
Do you hear me? It's no game, you can die close range; brothers being dying for years on the streets and it's still no change
I speak for the ones who reject their slaves
I speak for the ones who take the times to listen just a bit
We speak for a lot of y'all, you think y'all know, but y'all really know shit
When I was in summer, Puerto Rico,on the corner with banana pills
I speak for all unsigned rapper, conscious rappers who ain't got no deals
All of my life struggling in pain, go against the grain to see me rebirth
I speak for the one fo-fo Elite, raised hell and think they'll inherit the Earth

Everyday is the same thang
Selling cocaine, the dope game try'na maintain
Watch your back 'cause them fo-fo's gonna get ya
Better watch them bitches and them snitches and them jackers, I get with ya

Listen
Everyday is the same thang
Selling cocaine, the dope game try'na maintain
Watch your back 'cause them fo-fo's gonna get ya
Better watch them bitches and them snitches and them jackers, I get with ya

Listen

marți, 9 august 2011

Why no happy ending, Chris?

Why no happy ending? It's self explanatory, man. Let me tell ya a story about it.


I have been accused of Obsession , but what is the difference between real "love" and "obsession"?
Well, when someone really loves someone it can look as an obsession because my kind doesn't tell to anyone who's with "I can't live without you", I really don't. I tell you what I feel and what I know it's right.
The impossibility of being with someone you really love can turn into an obsession, but have I done terrible things as an obsessive guy? Everything I've done, I've done it for you because I knew it was the right thing to do. I'm sorry if I hurt you, I never meant. I'm sorry if I didn't stop doing what was hurting you, but I had to do it for you and embrace my destiny and thank you for making me understand that. You kinda are the reason of your own pain and I'm not blaming it on you, I blame it on me. You're my reason of why I rhyme, you made me understand how delusional people can be, how in need of help they are.
If I told you anything or gave you advices is because I care about you, did you see that in my words?
I can't tell you anything for certainty now, but time will do it by itself. In fact I can do it, but you won't believe me.
I don't understand people who get enthusiastic over someone that has so much in common with them. I mean, what the fuck are you trying to do? Find the reflection of yourself, but of the opposite sex?
Our mind is too different from one another, we don't find common thoughts in our brains. That's why I thought we were meant for each other (By my way of thinking) because it's so beautiful when you don't have much in common with your partner. Think of all the things you could learn and teach. In the end you would have things in common, yes. But those things would come from your partner, he/she will teach them to you, that's so beautiful.
The way of thinking of an individual is the road of understanding you have to travel to get to his heart, to achieve love.
It is clear that one like me who believes in morality and knows the clear differences between good and evil could never live peacefully with a person who doesn't. I could if the person would at least accept my help.
And man, let me tell ya, that the best way to avoid deception is that you can be deceived. I've been deceived by love for a long time, and I still am because I choose to.
I chose purposely to suffer because I know that one day that suffering wouldn't bare hers. Have you ever seen someone who chooses purposely to suffer for something?
My message was kind, but for her the delivery was brutal. I say that life is hard, but without the right guidance is destructive.
I knew it since the day you left me that there ain't gon' be no happy ending because that's how people are. To try and look for a person of my opposite sex who has the same thoughts like me seems like looking for an ice-cube in the heart of the sun. Between all people I've met in my entire life I have scanned them carefully only to understand that I'm the only one in this uniform.
People have to understand that the best lesson in life is pain, and I caused you so much pain, I ruined part of your life, hell, I destroyed your life. Well, if in the future you will think that that's true then you have my authority to decide my faith in the afterlife.
In my opinion we have achieved something more than being friends, we have achieved something more than being lovers, we have achieved something more than being husband and wife. We equally stand at the beginning of time and at the end of infinity, because on a spiritual level we're unforgettable for one another. And baby, you know that if one us dies we both die.
There's also something very interesting of why I did so and why I choose to suffer purposely, but we shall see that in the next post "The greatest fear" and let me tell you that since I discovered this fear sometimes I have problems knowing who I am, I lose control of my mind and I don't recognize good from evil. I hope it isn't true, though. Is like all-hope-shatter, doesn't matter who you are, how much good you do, what you did, what you mean or anything. It's the most devastating thing a human being could fear, I think.
What am I gonna do now? I'm done with you, your pain is gone, I'm gone from your life. Do you think I'd have the courage to talk with you after our last talk? I'd want to, but I don't have it. You know where and how to find me, just know that you can count on me anytime and anywhere in your life.
Honestly I think that if I didn't believe in moral qualities I'd be dead for good, by now, after all she did to me.
I can be a really bad person, I kinda have vengeance in my gene. I like sweet revenge, but I'm a man of morality, I can control myself, I learned how to.
Before I forget, don't forget to be thankful for anything great that happens in your life, it's partially my contribution too, maybe even total, sometimes. You wonder why? You will find out when you will die.
I told you I'm preparing you for the future. Look at the present. Have you seen the news today?
A second economic crisis? Or second shift of the economic crisis? Are you fucking shitting me? Do you believe that shit? Thirty minutes ago I was watching the news and some mind controlled bitch told "The Federal Reserve will make us breath". You ignorant fucks, the Federal Reserve is the reason you live like this. Is the reason you think like this, is the reason you can't be truly happy, is the reason we live in bondage. Wicked regime started back in 1914.
That's what I'm gonna do now. I'ma post some more posts about me, not about you and then I'ma bring the truth to you all.
Remember that you read this blog, if you have any problem or any doubt you can find anything here or in your mind. Focus on it,
Cheers.

Had to lose it all in order to accomplish the real prize
The king, who had to fall, in order to rise