"I hate this world. Sometimes...sometimes I wish that I was never born"
Imagine if my existence hadn't been indented yet
Imagine if my parents was strangers and had never met
Or, even if they did, from that path they could've strayed
And decided to go somewhere else the day that I was made
Or maybe they still played it out completely, but instead
Another semen heir, that I was racing, beat me to the egg, and
Not being the first one, and noticeably the worst one
And mama ended up birthing a totally different person
With a weaker mind, think of hard would be to last
Suppose that he was still a rap artist, but he was trash
Nothing that I did would ever be done, righteous or bad
And no one would care, 'cause you can't miss what you never had
Sad, when I hit my lowest and all sympathy died
And success was like a cab that wouldn't give me a ride
So, how other would there out be if no one knew about me?
And would my family and friends would better off without me?
If I was never born, how different would it be?
Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see?
Indirectly be affected good or negatively
Or another dude was walking this road, rather than me?
If I was never born, would thangs be the same way?
Or would my absence cause uppers to go or stray?
The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers
Since I'm here and I'll never find out, I just wonder
My nonexistence in the world might triple a threat
And misdirect the whole universes ripple effect
The world' portrait, minus me, would be differently painted
People I introduced might have never been acquainted
With no way to explain it or acknowledge it, or feel it
The people that I talked outta doing wrong might have did it
The lies I affected would possibly be destroyed
Or maybe God would send somebody else to fill the void
But on the flip side, what about the bad deeds?
The evil seeds I planted that grew at fast speeds
Wicked things that I was doing that left some lives ruined
Might have not happened, have they not fell under my influence
Was me being here worth it? I defeated my purpose
The worst part is knowing that I could never reverse it
Now my self unification got me facing frustration
The contemplation that I might be a wasted creation
If I was never born, how different would it be?
Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see?
Indirectly be affected good or negatively
Or another dude was walking this road, rather than me?
If I was never born, would thangs be the same way?
Or would my absence cause uppers to go or stray?
The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers
Since I'm here and I'll never find out, I just wonder
Now, even if you feel like you was born outta season
Don't sit around believing that you're here for no reason
If the planets snow around the Sun, they have to rotate
You should know you have a purpose, is just yours to locate
Find yourself, cultivate your talents, God will support it
The womb is not the only place that life can be aborted
Your dream died in your head the second that you htought it
'Cause you didn't have the faith to act on it and get it started
Sore, depressed, suicidal, feeling hopeless and left out
Life ain't a supermarket, stop trying to check yourself out
There's a blessing in each struggle, if you look deep, explore it
A wise person use his setbacks to move forward
...If you was never born? That would be a disaster
No love, no accomplishments and no laughter
And did you ever wonder, maybe a present pain
Could've blocked by a friend or love, one who never came?
If I was never born, how different would it be?
Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see?
Indirectly be affected good or negatively
Or another dude was walking this road, rather than me?
If I was never born, would thangs be the same way?
Or would my absence cause uppers to go or stray?
The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers
Since I'm here and I'll never find out, I just wonder
