Wassup, if you lost some you loved
This is for you, homie
Love you
But you already know that
Lalala, lalala, lalala, lalalalala
Lalala, lalala, lalala, lalalalala
Love, God rest its soul
Lost it after few months old
I miss this feeling and how we used to roll
Life is good, but sometimes it's cold
Same old story written in stone
We never know what we got until they gone
That night you called it never crossed my mind
That I was hearing your voice for the very last time
Man, since then I've been wishing
To picture this relationship with my own vision
Saying some funny to break the tension up
Knocking on my windows, waking me up
I used to get mad when you did that thing
Now I'd give my life I you could do it again
From all people you met, you just let me be close
I felt like I knew you better than most
So when I see and hear things these day
I picture there and I know what to say
Yeah, you'd have laughed at death
I hope you know that I had your back
The times we'd argue would just steel our bond
Looking at the Earth from the top of the World
Would have been partner in music that would have put us on the map
With 90% love and 10% rap
When one would be happy and the other one sad
We'd talk about problems in our head
Our young days, going out in the club
You introduced me to the notion of 'love'
Man, I'd so wanna live like this for endless years
But, now, when I talk about ya I have to hold back tears
I got your family, that's my obligation
If they need me I'll be there with no hesitation
You never know when life will end
It's always hard to lose the one you love
Sometimes you lose, sometimes you win
I know one day we'll meet again
Somehow I know you did what you had to do
But it's like myself, inside, it's mad at you
We could have had a lot of years to rip
A lot of more experiences to grip
I hear you on videos saying my name
Talking trash playing a video game
Always thinking of ways to get ahead
Then I picture laid in that hospital bed
Trying to talk and scream to bring you back
Hoping that some of my words would make you react
Daily I pray to the Lord, that way
We took different roads, it rained black that day
You left my world and it was probably extreme
"I know I'm tripping, it's gotta be a dream"
I'ma wake up, walk out, hugging you tight
And said "Girl, I had a crazy dream that you died"
Then you laughed and we went out on the streets
Hopped out in the park, grabbed something to eat
Chilled and talked about life and skill
But this ain't no dream, this time is real
I hate to be stressed, but since then I do
When your mama called is like I knew
The love of your life is hard to lose
I had to call everybody and break the news
During the funeral my mind was numb
But I broke down at the burial ground
When reality hit tears ran like water
I thought your brother felt like your sister, mother
Some days are hard to fight
But death really is a part of life
If you keep their name alive they'll never live through us
They were never ours, God loaned them to us
You never know when life will end
It's always hard to lose the one you love
Sometimes you lose, sometimes you win
I know one day we'll meet again
When it was time to leave you was always slow
When I didn't know what to do you would always know
Looking in each other's eyes for hours, and more
And I'ma make sure people always know
I ain't gon' quit, I'ma live up this game
I know you wouldn't want to stop doing my thang
You job is done, your time was given
The dead are gone, we need to mourn for the living
Sometimes I restrain myself
And try to imagine the pain you felt
Death was something I never assumed
That night we brought you to the emergency room
Your family is leaving well, none of them are gone
Your brother had to live up alone
Your legacy is buried in this song,
I still got your phone number saved in my phone
Guess what this division does? I never even knew what your religion was
I guess it don't matter 'cause 'giving love' was what your decision was
Home alone watching our favorite show
Girl, a couple of times I almost called
We gave the bad side a lot of attention
Did a few stunts that I ain't gon' mention
Now you're gone away
Down the road that we all gon' walk one day
Pity we never had the opportunity to have kids
And now that you gone, I regret we never did
Friends are doing good, dealing in their own way
But right now I can only speak for Born Unique, babe
This song I hate I had to write
But you wrote the words just by loving me all your life
You never know when life will end
It's always hard to lose the one you love
Sometimes you lose, sometimes you win
I know one day we'll meet again
You never know when life will end
It's always hard to lose the one you love
Sometimes you lose, sometimes you win
I know one day we'll meet again
I see this world through the eyes of a generation yet to be born, I come from an alternative future where freedom is gone. Live, learn and move ahead, we all get burned. There's so much that you can give and not receive in return. If the solution had never been to look in yourself, then how do you expect to find it anywhere else?
miercuri, 30 martie 2011
marți, 29 martie 2011
Perfect World
Can you imagine a place?
Where all the trials and tribulations in the world...don’t exist, hehe
It’s a real place, but right now it only existed through man’s mind because…
The reality of it is that…
Until a time comes for you to get there…hehehe
And you can only picture it…
So what I wanna do is try to give you a little sneak preview of...my perception
Yeah
Watch this
Nothing but happiness and peace felt daily
A place where ya children and babies can play safely
Where people genuinely, believe in being friendly
No such thing as hatred and no memory of envy
When no problems to face every morning when you awaken
You can sleep with doors wide open and nobody’ll break in
Where love’s force field is too solid to be shaken
Where each child grows up to be great women and great men
No depression or loneliness and no sad moments
And people full-grown who never heard of being homeless
Will we manifested our gifts and no dream is to distance
And they’ll no hospital cause sickness is non-existed
And love perpetuates itself while no child suffers
And treatment of one another’s not based around color
And you’ll never hear ‘Slander come’ from anyone’s tongue
And a hundred years old it’s still considered young
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
Nations wouldn’t verbally spar with one another
Point out flaws and seek to go to war with each other
Each person has a place in the purpose destined to flourish
No child is ever hurt a male nourish money is worthless
We learn in the most spiritually advance schools
And everything is done God’s way, no man made rules
And poverty is no longer in man’s vocabulary
Erase from human thought, recollection or dictionary
No dream, the most wonderful thing you’ve ever seen
Every living being dreaming with infinite self-esteem
And believe in the all wise ruler and best planner
We walked the planet in the most harmonious manner
Where those who rest in here get uncountable blessings
Total strengths and trustworthy with’cha most prize precession
If a man give his word, he keeps with no deception
In the mind full of knowledge is the only loaded weapon
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
Is this heaven or the hereafter the geographical area post rapture?
The book of life’s unclear chapter?
If it’s in the sky then who derides it?
Find someone who’s ever died and visualize it then returned here to describe it
Since none had carried out that mission
The question isn’t if it’s real, the question is it is a place or a condition?
See Heaven has a great description
But men exaggerate and create division, make up written lies and fabricate depictions
So stop imaging and understand the basics
Your place been in the heavenly state, it’s self-created
That old statement "life is what you make it", is a true one
Your old existence erased and replaced it with a new one
See years of resentment left your progress restricted
Knew love can never move until your heart till hates evicted
And this place that I’ve pictured, look inside if you’re wondering where is it
You don’t have to give your spirit up to visit
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
Where all the trials and tribulations in the world...don’t exist, hehe
It’s a real place, but right now it only existed through man’s mind because…
The reality of it is that…
Until a time comes for you to get there…hehehe
And you can only picture it…
So what I wanna do is try to give you a little sneak preview of...my perception
Yeah
Watch this
Nothing but happiness and peace felt daily
A place where ya children and babies can play safely
Where people genuinely, believe in being friendly
No such thing as hatred and no memory of envy
When no problems to face every morning when you awaken
You can sleep with doors wide open and nobody’ll break in
Where love’s force field is too solid to be shaken
Where each child grows up to be great women and great men
No depression or loneliness and no sad moments
And people full-grown who never heard of being homeless
Will we manifested our gifts and no dream is to distance
And they’ll no hospital cause sickness is non-existed
And love perpetuates itself while no child suffers
And treatment of one another’s not based around color
And you’ll never hear ‘Slander come’ from anyone’s tongue
And a hundred years old it’s still considered young
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
Nations wouldn’t verbally spar with one another
Point out flaws and seek to go to war with each other
Each person has a place in the purpose destined to flourish
No child is ever hurt a male nourish money is worthless
We learn in the most spiritually advance schools
And everything is done God’s way, no man made rules
And poverty is no longer in man’s vocabulary
Erase from human thought, recollection or dictionary
No dream, the most wonderful thing you’ve ever seen
Every living being dreaming with infinite self-esteem
And believe in the all wise ruler and best planner
We walked the planet in the most harmonious manner
Where those who rest in here get uncountable blessings
Total strengths and trustworthy with’cha most prize precession
If a man give his word, he keeps with no deception
In the mind full of knowledge is the only loaded weapon
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
Is this heaven or the hereafter the geographical area post rapture?
The book of life’s unclear chapter?
If it’s in the sky then who derides it?
Find someone who’s ever died and visualize it then returned here to describe it
Since none had carried out that mission
The question isn’t if it’s real, the question is it is a place or a condition?
See Heaven has a great description
But men exaggerate and create division, make up written lies and fabricate depictions
So stop imaging and understand the basics
Your place been in the heavenly state, it’s self-created
That old statement "life is what you make it", is a true one
Your old existence erased and replaced it with a new one
See years of resentment left your progress restricted
Knew love can never move until your heart till hates evicted
And this place that I’ve pictured, look inside if you’re wondering where is it
You don’t have to give your spirit up to visit
In a perfect world (there would be no pain)
In a perfect world (no stress, no strain)
In a perfect world (we would all be wise and see the whole world through the tides)
In a perfect world (no war, no crimes)
In a perfect world (we would share one mind)
In a perfect world (and all we’d see is peace and real L.O.V.E.)
luni, 28 martie 2011
Free
Ahhh, man time to wake up, I feel so good today
I feel today's gonna be a good day
Wait, why is everybody standing around me for?
Wassup y'all? O, what's wrong? You ignore me or something?
Man, I feel like I'm floating, what's the deal?
I know it ain't what I think it is... Oh-o
My soul's released, now I'm floating above my body looking down
Watching tears dropping on me as my family stands around
My bad side, feeling pain but I'm not suffering in the least
Wishing somehow I could let them know that finally I'm at peace
My momma's crying, hate to see that, 'cause she wishing God would've chose her
I never called like I was supposed to, man, I wish we could've been closer
But it's too late, I'm about to see if there's a life after
'Cause the last page just ended in my book's final chapter
But I'm free and I ain't feeling no more stress and tension
Wishing for a time extension, but it's calm in this dimension
In the world I felt confusion, drama, heartache, and depression
Contradiction, pain, affliction, attitude, hate, and aggression
But I sold my stock on all that when I took my last breath
Ain't it strange how the value of life is taught the best by death?
And I was finished, envision Born Unique's apparition, arisen
My spirit did its time, now it's lifted from life's prison
Now I'm Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
I travel out the hospital room back into my old hood
Not even mad at the ones that hated me, glad to see that the living good
I see these young boys and young girls fried out and drank sipping
And I'm tripping, 'cause I ain't even tried to warn 'em when I was living
I had knowledge myself, I knew better, ("WHAT WAS YOUR EXCUSE?")
I remember wanting to teach 'em all, then thinking "what's the use?"
They'll never listen, they hard headed, walking around in a trance
Had a chance to make a difference, but now they blood is on my hands
When I was on the planet I took people and life for granted
Life is precious, time is short, I had to die to understand it
Now I'm ready to try and help, but when I speak now they ignore me
And I'm suffering the same fate that many others suffered before me
I'm supposed to be relaxed, but, man, the guilt is still lurking
I try to zoom back in my body and make it move but it ain't working
I seen my lil' partner get blasted, never thought that it could be
Wish somehow I could have saved him, now he gone just like me
But we Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
Now I've been traveling for hours and I ain't seen no white light
And I ain't looking for one either, I'm just floating through the night
My girlfriend, I watch her break down as I hover above her
Even though I barely told her, I'm hoping she knowing that I loved her
Did her wrong a million times, now I'm wishing that I could kiss ya
And tell you all the things I never said when I was with ya
Now picture the whole scene change and I'm consumed
By two dark spirits walking me into a pitch black room
They show me the future and how things can change in an instance
And I'm sad to see no traces of my existence in the distance
True enough my family love me, still got picture up at home
But time heals, the pain is gone, and everybody done moved on
Even my girl found somebody else, she done made it through the worst step
My homeboys think about me, but it ain't like when I first left
That's when I realized what life's about through all the suffering
I was there to leave a mark, ("WHAT DID YOU LEAVE BORN UNIQUE?") Nothing!
But I'm Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
I feel today's gonna be a good day
Wait, why is everybody standing around me for?
Wassup y'all? O, what's wrong? You ignore me or something?
Man, I feel like I'm floating, what's the deal?
I know it ain't what I think it is... Oh-o
My soul's released, now I'm floating above my body looking down
Watching tears dropping on me as my family stands around
My bad side, feeling pain but I'm not suffering in the least
Wishing somehow I could let them know that finally I'm at peace
My momma's crying, hate to see that, 'cause she wishing God would've chose her
I never called like I was supposed to, man, I wish we could've been closer
But it's too late, I'm about to see if there's a life after
'Cause the last page just ended in my book's final chapter
But I'm free and I ain't feeling no more stress and tension
Wishing for a time extension, but it's calm in this dimension
In the world I felt confusion, drama, heartache, and depression
Contradiction, pain, affliction, attitude, hate, and aggression
But I sold my stock on all that when I took my last breath
Ain't it strange how the value of life is taught the best by death?
And I was finished, envision Born Unique's apparition, arisen
My spirit did its time, now it's lifted from life's prison
Now I'm Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
I travel out the hospital room back into my old hood
Not even mad at the ones that hated me, glad to see that the living good
I see these young boys and young girls fried out and drank sipping
And I'm tripping, 'cause I ain't even tried to warn 'em when I was living
I had knowledge myself, I knew better, ("WHAT WAS YOUR EXCUSE?")
I remember wanting to teach 'em all, then thinking "what's the use?"
They'll never listen, they hard headed, walking around in a trance
Had a chance to make a difference, but now they blood is on my hands
When I was on the planet I took people and life for granted
Life is precious, time is short, I had to die to understand it
Now I'm ready to try and help, but when I speak now they ignore me
And I'm suffering the same fate that many others suffered before me
I'm supposed to be relaxed, but, man, the guilt is still lurking
I try to zoom back in my body and make it move but it ain't working
I seen my lil' partner get blasted, never thought that it could be
Wish somehow I could have saved him, now he gone just like me
But we Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
Now I've been traveling for hours and I ain't seen no white light
And I ain't looking for one either, I'm just floating through the night
My girlfriend, I watch her break down as I hover above her
Even though I barely told her, I'm hoping she knowing that I loved her
Did her wrong a million times, now I'm wishing that I could kiss ya
And tell you all the things I never said when I was with ya
Now picture the whole scene change and I'm consumed
By two dark spirits walking me into a pitch black room
They show me the future and how things can change in an instance
And I'm sad to see no traces of my existence in the distance
True enough my family love me, still got picture up at home
But time heals, the pain is gone, and everybody done moved on
Even my girl found somebody else, she done made it through the worst step
My homeboys think about me, but it ain't like when I first left
That's when I realized what life's about through all the suffering
I was there to leave a mark, ("WHAT DID YOU LEAVE BORN UNIQUE?") Nothing!
But I'm Free
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
Free like the wind
Free to fly like a bird till I'm born once again
I'm free
Like the sun, like the rain
From this world, from my foes, no more tears, no more pain
duminică, 27 martie 2011
Never Know Why
Wasn't my intention to put you out in the cold, I wanted you close to me
Even though you're different than you supposed to be
You made me see clear through the pollution I'm living in
But for you pollution is the definition of clean
I think I almost can't stand to breathe
From this pure horror, worst than Jason following me on the street
So what's next? Don't answer me, yield. Yup
This is normal occurrence, not something randomly real
You don't even recognize me 'cause your mind's so distant
My situation 'wow', isn't it?
Hard times. Baby, I grind to support
You, and few other friends not leaving you out of the fort
Was good you know? But more love was needed
Baby, already one year and a half and you still ain't speaking
What can I say? Look at that happy family with its child
We can't even come face to face and share smiles
Raining pure pain on my life, you stay distant
Like I was spawned a fucking a fucking anti-Christ of a Satan infant
The things you said to me just won't leave
I love you deeply, but hate sends its opposite feed
Two lives, once one, that will never be the same
If I'd just sit aside I'd have Heaven to pay
Time and weather will bring both of us in a grave
Love conquers all? Shit, I'm still hoping that's true
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned...
Most don't even know why they believe, who they believe, man
Never taking a second to look at life
Stuck in your way 'cause you're afraid to change
All alone in the dark surrounded by walls, blocking the light
Most don't even know why they believe, what they believe, man
Never taking a second to look at life
Stuck in your way 'cause you're afraid to change
All alone in the dark surrounded by walls, blocking the light
Looking at life in retrospect it's hard to regret
Stuck in your ways cause hatred is hard to forget
People talking all religious tryna barter with death
Parts of your flesh rickle up while you start to reflect
And even though nobody's life is ever perfect
You start to wonder if all the pain was really worth it
Going aganist the purpose of living, you make of love the curse that was given
While dreaming about freedom and escaping the prison
People who betray themselves are really raping religion
Don't dream of The Matrix, it's fiction placed into vision
I did it too, but now misunderstanding follows me solemnly
Tryna build future laws for my philosophy
Pain is cutting through me like a lobotomy
Not even the golden arthritis of king Midas
Could buy comfort and peace for the righteous
I survive disease and political crisis
By backstabbing gnomes that are now lifeless
And now I live vicariously through my kids
Like people who love the sport, but can't play for shit
Fighting against love ones, but still for them I'm taking a hit
I slip into a coma, roaming over the planet
Leaving the gold and the granite, the old and the famished
But just before I vanish as I think I'm at the end
The sun becomes the light of my birth and I live again
Remember back when...
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Even though you're different than you supposed to be
You made me see clear through the pollution I'm living in
But for you pollution is the definition of clean
I think I almost can't stand to breathe
From this pure horror, worst than Jason following me on the street
So what's next? Don't answer me, yield. Yup
This is normal occurrence, not something randomly real
You don't even recognize me 'cause your mind's so distant
My situation 'wow', isn't it?
Hard times. Baby, I grind to support
You, and few other friends not leaving you out of the fort
Was good you know? But more love was needed
Baby, already one year and a half and you still ain't speaking
What can I say? Look at that happy family with its child
We can't even come face to face and share smiles
Raining pure pain on my life, you stay distant
Like I was spawned a fucking a fucking anti-Christ of a Satan infant
The things you said to me just won't leave
I love you deeply, but hate sends its opposite feed
Two lives, once one, that will never be the same
If I'd just sit aside I'd have Heaven to pay
Time and weather will bring both of us in a grave
Love conquers all? Shit, I'm still hoping that's true
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned...
Most don't even know why they believe, who they believe, man
Never taking a second to look at life
Stuck in your way 'cause you're afraid to change
All alone in the dark surrounded by walls, blocking the light
Most don't even know why they believe, what they believe, man
Never taking a second to look at life
Stuck in your way 'cause you're afraid to change
All alone in the dark surrounded by walls, blocking the light
Looking at life in retrospect it's hard to regret
Stuck in your ways cause hatred is hard to forget
People talking all religious tryna barter with death
Parts of your flesh rickle up while you start to reflect
And even though nobody's life is ever perfect
You start to wonder if all the pain was really worth it
Going aganist the purpose of living, you make of love the curse that was given
While dreaming about freedom and escaping the prison
People who betray themselves are really raping religion
Don't dream of The Matrix, it's fiction placed into vision
I did it too, but now misunderstanding follows me solemnly
Tryna build future laws for my philosophy
Pain is cutting through me like a lobotomy
Not even the golden arthritis of king Midas
Could buy comfort and peace for the righteous
I survive disease and political crisis
By backstabbing gnomes that are now lifeless
And now I live vicariously through my kids
Like people who love the sport, but can't play for shit
Fighting against love ones, but still for them I'm taking a hit
I slip into a coma, roaming over the planet
Leaving the gold and the granite, the old and the famished
But just before I vanish as I think I'm at the end
The sun becomes the light of my birth and I live again
Remember back when...
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
Old fashioned people, they never know why.
sâmbătă, 26 martie 2011
Who Am I?
Ain't no comradery, revenge and jealousy dividing me
And rose the killer exposed, the afterworld side of me
Those I probably confided and lied inside of me
Misguided me for years, constantly, evaluated me improperly
I teach game like people taught it to me
My personality might not be what you thought it could be
See, it's easy to walk with me, when it's sunny and warm
But how many people gonna stay down, through the cold and the storm
Am I perfect? I'll be the first to tell you I ain't
Just because I try to kick knowledge don't make me a saint
Now who am I? I'm not the man you think you know
I'm trying to get up out the quicksand, before I sink too low
I'm educated by the streets, man, I done took my class
Trying to maintain but the rap game done whooped my ass
The only part of me you know is what I show you
But internally family and friends can't even fathom what I go through
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I'm still struggling, ain't no telling what I just might do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
They say it helps to open up, it makes the soul feel good
Soon as you do it, people spread your bidness all through the hood
Living without love made hatred the main thang that I thought of
And I done did a lot of things in the past that I ain't proud of
I don't give women the respect they deserve
I never hit one with my hands but I've abused em with words
Many days I would write lyrics to raise my hood
But I'm certain that my bad side outweighs my good
I'm getting so tired of thinking 'till my mind won't run
I'm getting tired of people telling me that my time gon' come
Maybe I suffer 'cause of temptation I never resisted
Maybe my time already came and I ain't know it and missed it
It ain't wise to share your dreams with everybody, know why?
Cause even close friends will wish negative thoughts in the sky
And when I see a arrogant hoe, I squeeze his lid
I run with the thugs and the sinners, like Jesus did
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I'm still struggling, ain't no telling what I might do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
God gives heaven to me, and other than he there never will be
One who can definitely say he knows who I am, better than me
Two things take place when struggling starts
It either brings you closer together, or further apart
If I leave nothing behind after the graveyard got me
Y'all gonna mourn two or three weeks, then forget all about me
You out of sight, you out of mind, once your heartbeat quit
And you can never be remembered if you ain't did shit
Give you my last if I got it, ain't no greed in my bones
Last of my bloodline, I never had a seed of my own
I feel depression 'cause it wasn't my intention to see
The next generation be born with no extension of me
But hopefully I can keep living on this earth through
The parts of my life that I write down and give birth to
I ain't fraud, but see, being right is hard to be
Excuse my Evil side, just focus on the God in me
Now who am I, only a man just like you
I chase money, ain't no telling what I just must do
I get aggravated, commit sin and lust like you
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
I'm still working on myself
Just like you working on yourself
We gotta help and give advices to each other
So when you see me don't look at me as being no better than you
Cause there's might be something that you can give me that I don't have
So remember I'm just like you
And rose the killer exposed, the afterworld side of me
Those I probably confided and lied inside of me
Misguided me for years, constantly, evaluated me improperly
I teach game like people taught it to me
My personality might not be what you thought it could be
See, it's easy to walk with me, when it's sunny and warm
But how many people gonna stay down, through the cold and the storm
Am I perfect? I'll be the first to tell you I ain't
Just because I try to kick knowledge don't make me a saint
Now who am I? I'm not the man you think you know
I'm trying to get up out the quicksand, before I sink too low
I'm educated by the streets, man, I done took my class
Trying to maintain but the rap game done whooped my ass
The only part of me you know is what I show you
But internally family and friends can't even fathom what I go through
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I'm still struggling, ain't no telling what I just might do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
They say it helps to open up, it makes the soul feel good
Soon as you do it, people spread your bidness all through the hood
Living without love made hatred the main thang that I thought of
And I done did a lot of things in the past that I ain't proud of
I don't give women the respect they deserve
I never hit one with my hands but I've abused em with words
Many days I would write lyrics to raise my hood
But I'm certain that my bad side outweighs my good
I'm getting so tired of thinking 'till my mind won't run
I'm getting tired of people telling me that my time gon' come
Maybe I suffer 'cause of temptation I never resisted
Maybe my time already came and I ain't know it and missed it
It ain't wise to share your dreams with everybody, know why?
Cause even close friends will wish negative thoughts in the sky
And when I see a arrogant hoe, I squeeze his lid
I run with the thugs and the sinners, like Jesus did
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I'm still struggling, ain't no telling what I might do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
God gives heaven to me, and other than he there never will be
One who can definitely say he knows who I am, better than me
Two things take place when struggling starts
It either brings you closer together, or further apart
If I leave nothing behind after the graveyard got me
Y'all gonna mourn two or three weeks, then forget all about me
You out of sight, you out of mind, once your heartbeat quit
And you can never be remembered if you ain't did shit
Give you my last if I got it, ain't no greed in my bones
Last of my bloodline, I never had a seed of my own
I feel depression 'cause it wasn't my intention to see
The next generation be born with no extension of me
But hopefully I can keep living on this earth through
The parts of my life that I write down and give birth to
I ain't fraud, but see, being right is hard to be
Excuse my Evil side, just focus on the God in me
Now who am I, only a man just like you
I chase money, ain't no telling what I just must do
I get aggravated, commit sin and lust like you
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
Now who am I? only a man just like you
I wrestle with myself to figure out what I must do
Fuck knocking on a door, I'm trying to bust right through
So don't put me on no pedestal, I'm just like you
I'm still working on myself
Just like you working on yourself
We gotta help and give advices to each other
So when you see me don't look at me as being no better than you
Cause there's might be something that you can give me that I don't have
So remember I'm just like you
joi, 24 martie 2011
Holla At Me!
Look Mayne, I know I ain't telling you nothing you don't already know, but sometimes it's good just to listen at the same thang just to get it in ya brain
Pick yourself up, get back on ya notes ya feel me?
Don't let nobody undermine you
Just grind and remain on the post you was assigned to
Don't let money and cars blind you
Just take the time to look inside yourself and find you
Whatever you was is now history
Whatever you are is not greater then what you will be
I'm talking to you, you listening to me?
Your activity is the key not just wishing to be
Why believe when you can know? why hope when you can pray?
Why quit when you can win? why leave when you can stay?
If you wanna put the weed or the drank, or the crack down
Fight it like a soulja, don't back down
Mind to yourself, this habit was given
How can an inanimate object rule something that's living?
Every minute of the day we got our minds thinking of you
We all got sins so we won't judge you we love you
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listen
I'm tryna get you out the bed before ya life is finished
But you keep asking me for five more minutes
If you add up all the extra five minutes of sleep
Then you done slept over the years you done wasted nine weeks
At some point you gotta do it yourself
You accumulating dust just like a book on a shelf
I ain't saying what I'm saying just to preach or to bore you
I'd rather teach you how to fish then keep catching them for you
You posses so much talent in depth
But the problem that I see is you won't challenge yourself
It's a lot of successful people who been defeated
That tried and failed multiple times, before they finally succeeded it
You was blessed with the very same thing they got
Only difference between you and them is they didn't stop
Pick yourself up, friend, stay focus and driven
Cause when you stop chasing your dreams is when ya stop living
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
Don't let the pressure stress ya
You can't go through life feeling like the world won't test ya
What's done is done that milk is spilt
It ain't mentally good for ya to keep holding that guilt
Confession is step 1, changing is step 2
Problem is everybody forgave you except you
If I don't give you this advice what kind of friend would I be?
I'm telling you the same things I would want you to tell me
Feeling sorry for our selves, acting like people owe us
Always gravitating toward things that ain't good for us
And girl don't get all depressed over a boy from ya past
It's like being sad cause the garbage man picked up the trash
You might be blinded by emotions or sometime a friend
Can access your world better from the outside looking in
I can ride with you to the end and believe you great
But if you don't think you are my thoughts carried no weight
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
Pick yourself up, get back on ya notes ya feel me?
Don't let nobody undermine you
Just grind and remain on the post you was assigned to
Don't let money and cars blind you
Just take the time to look inside yourself and find you
Whatever you was is now history
Whatever you are is not greater then what you will be
I'm talking to you, you listening to me?
Your activity is the key not just wishing to be
Why believe when you can know? why hope when you can pray?
Why quit when you can win? why leave when you can stay?
If you wanna put the weed or the drank, or the crack down
Fight it like a soulja, don't back down
Mind to yourself, this habit was given
How can an inanimate object rule something that's living?
Every minute of the day we got our minds thinking of you
We all got sins so we won't judge you we love you
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listen
I'm tryna get you out the bed before ya life is finished
But you keep asking me for five more minutes
If you add up all the extra five minutes of sleep
Then you done slept over the years you done wasted nine weeks
At some point you gotta do it yourself
You accumulating dust just like a book on a shelf
I ain't saying what I'm saying just to preach or to bore you
I'd rather teach you how to fish then keep catching them for you
You posses so much talent in depth
But the problem that I see is you won't challenge yourself
It's a lot of successful people who been defeated
That tried and failed multiple times, before they finally succeeded it
You was blessed with the very same thing they got
Only difference between you and them is they didn't stop
Pick yourself up, friend, stay focus and driven
Cause when you stop chasing your dreams is when ya stop living
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
Don't let the pressure stress ya
You can't go through life feeling like the world won't test ya
What's done is done that milk is spilt
It ain't mentally good for ya to keep holding that guilt
Confession is step 1, changing is step 2
Problem is everybody forgave you except you
If I don't give you this advice what kind of friend would I be?
I'm telling you the same things I would want you to tell me
Feeling sorry for our selves, acting like people owe us
Always gravitating toward things that ain't good for us
And girl don't get all depressed over a boy from ya past
It's like being sad cause the garbage man picked up the trash
You might be blinded by emotions or sometime a friend
Can access your world better from the outside looking in
I can ride with you to the end and believe you great
But if you don't think you are my thoughts carried no weight
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
If you ever wanna talk about it (holla at me)
Pick the phone up or come by and (holla at me)
No matter what time of day and night (holla at me)
Don't ever feel like ya bother when ya boy listens
miercuri, 23 martie 2011
Truth's Razors
There is more to life than how many woman you have sex with, and
There is more to life than how many girls you have on the side, and
There is more to life than all that stupid shit
In the end honestly what really counts is physical love between people
and how much somebody cares about you
There is more to life than how many girls you have on the side, and
There is more to life than all that stupid shit
In the end honestly what really counts is physical love between people
and how much somebody cares about you
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