Never Born

"I hate this world. Sometimes...sometimes I wish that I was never born"


Imagine if my existence hadn't been indented yet
Imagine if my parents was strangers and had never met
Or, even if they did, from that path they could've strayed
And decided to go somewhere else the day that I was made
Or maybe they still played it out completely, but instead
Another semen heir, that I was racing, beat me to the egg, and
Not being the first one, and noticeably the worst one
And mama ended up birthing a totally different person
With a weaker mind, think of hard would be to last
Suppose that he was still a rap artist, but he was trash
Nothing that I did would ever be done, righteous or bad
And no one would care, 'cause you can't miss what you never had
Sad, when I hit my lowest and all sympathy died
And success was like a cab that wouldn't give me a ride
So, how other would there out be if no one knew about me?
And would my family and friends would better off without me?

If I was never born, how different would it be?
Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see?
Indirectly be affected good or negatively
Or another dude was walking this road, rather than me?
If I was never born, would thangs be the same way?
Or would my absence cause uppers to go or stray?
The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers
Since I'm here and I'll never find out, I just wonder

My nonexistence in the world might triple a threat
And misdirect the whole universes ripple effect
The world' portrait, minus me, would be differently painted
People I introduced might have never been acquainted
With no way to explain it or acknowledge it, or feel it
The people that I talked outta doing wrong might have did it
The lies I affected would possibly be destroyed
Or maybe God would send somebody else to fill the void
But on the flip side, what about the bad deeds?
The evil seeds I planted that grew at fast speeds
Wicked things that I was doing that left some lives ruined
Might have not happened, have they not fell under my influence
Was me being here worth it? I defeated my purpose
The worst part is knowing that I could never reverse it
Now my self unification got me facing frustration
The contemplation that I might be a wasted creation

If I was never born, how different would it be?
Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see?
Indirectly be affected good or negatively
Or another dude was walking this road, rather than me?
If I was never born, would thangs be the same way?
Or would my absence cause uppers to go or stray?
The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers
Since I'm here and I'll never find out, I just wonder

Now, even if you feel like you was born outta season
Don't sit around believing that you're here for no reason
If the planets snow around the Sun, they have to rotate
You should know you have a purpose, is just yours to locate
Find yourself, cultivate your talents, God will support it
The womb is not the only place that life can be aborted
Your dream died in your head the second that you htought it
'Cause you didn't have the faith to act on it and get it started
Sore, depressed, suicidal, feeling hopeless and left out
Life ain't a supermarket, stop trying to check yourself out
There's a blessing in each struggle, if you look deep, explore it
A wise person use his setbacks to move forward
...If you was never born? That would be a disaster
No love, no accomplishments and no laughter
And did you ever wonder, maybe a present pain
Could've blocked by a friend or love, one who never came?

If I was never born, how different would it be?
Would people feel the loss of somebody they'd never see?
Indirectly be affected good or negatively
Or another dude was walking this road, rather than me?
If I was never born, would thangs be the same way?
Or would my absence cause uppers to go or stray?
The exclusion of K from life's continual numbers
Since I'm here and I'll never find out, I just wonder

Last Man

When we feel like...we don't need nobody, think about everybody
Or if you was the only somebody

This morning, I woke up out of a coma, G
Noticing something wrong about the familiar zone known to be home to me
No one was around, I seem prone to be
The silence that was roaming over me like an omen was spread globally
Was unknowingly thrown in the lonely sea
The phone I own no longer possessed the dial tone, it’s gone totally
No need for compromise or diplomacy
‘Cause at that moment THE reality became shown that it was only me
Time clock erasing, I’m stressed by this observation
Depressed wondering where was the rest of the population
Loss of sanity becomes a debatable connotation
With nobody at all available for conversation
I'm chasing the explanation. Where's my daddy? Where's my mom?
Did the entire planet succumb to a nuclear bomb?
Leaving everyone who ever stood on the terrain slain?
And if the end actually came, how was I able to remain?


How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

The seconds become minutes and hours
No intelligent lifeforms around, so now I'm speaking to the flowers
While tryna keep my thinking imperial
Even reading is impossible without any literary material
I feed on what the planet provides me
From being internally satisfied; ties of solitude deprive me
Without knowledge to guide me, I'd be
Probably suicidal from the silence and loneliness that's inside me
Five days passed without the slightest of changes
Condition: the same, as I wander around aimless
Hanging by a thread is my saneness, try not to let go
I scream but the response I receive is my own echo (echo, echo, echo)
Now it's two weeks and because of it
I start to miss the voices of people I used to argue with
I'm on the precipice, please somebody make a sound
While in a pool of tears I drown, I pound the ground, I'm braking down

How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

Psychological misdirection triggered by disaffection
The effects of missing that universal human connection
Diminished family recollection
I resurrect their memories through mimicry, mastering voice inflections
As the days pass my mental impediments amass
Being the last made me aware of the irrelevance of cash
And mass technology, internet, phone, TV dependence
All that mattered now was me knowing I'll never have descendants
'Cause me living as a singular entity without women presented me
With my own reproduction impossibility
I might just take myself out willingly, 'cause that would be more fulfilling
Than dying from this loneliness that's killing me
Hallucinations, anger, no animals or strangers
After one month of the same nothing, I came through with a chamber
Wearing a life simulation helmet, it was just an experiment
To see if man could live alone and I failed it

How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

Always

Yeah...
Somethin' we can all relate to...
The pain we all share.

Think about yo' momma, think about yo' daddy, think about yo' homeboy
Think about yo' cousin, think about yo' brother, think about yo' sister

Come on...

Even though you resting peacefully, grieving's never easy
While leaving life freely, I never thought you'd leave me
Life lessons you would teach me, and constantly received me
Even times when you didn't agree with me completely
I can't believe this happening
I miss hearing you laughing
The gladdens that we had turns
To sadness when that path ends
Reality, truth hurts, the suffering grew worse
Wondering what God was telling me by taking you first
Maybe I'll just call this lost part of this harvest
And know you wasn't flawless, but I loved you regardless
So even though it pains me and things are not the same, we
Have to accept the change and let the will of God reign free
Paid all your dues right, now you won a new flight
Released from this painful imprisonment of this cruel life
And though you gone physically, mentally you visit me
Infinitely, in my memory, for all you did for me

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Where?
In myyyy heaaart
Never gon' forget about ya...
We ain't never gon' forget about ya

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Remain where?
In my heaaart
We ain't never gon' forget about ya
We ain't never gon' forget...

God's glorification is women and men mission
From the minute of your birth you beginning your transition
The spirit and flesh separate, severance is definite
Whenever it ends, we thankful for what you left us with
Not material or money, all that festa is fast
And to have you back I'd trade it all, no questions asked
if I had one hour with you, that might ease the circumstance
I can speak the words I should've said, but never got the chance
But as I think about it, I focus to soar the light
Chance for me to show you what you meant was right there all my life
Concentrating on the flesh is never wise to do
The legacy you leave is what immortalizes you
All the wisdom you was dropping then I clearly see
Was making it, that when you pass away you live in me
Now everyday I see, just like you I pray to be
And maybe even give someone the happiness you gave to me

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Where?
In myyyy heaaart
Never gon' forget about ya...
We ain't never gon' forget about ya

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Remain where?
In my heaaart
We ain't never gon' forget about ya
We ain't never gon' forget...

They say that pictures can't talk, but yet they find the means
'Cause when you look at 'em they place you in a time machine
Next thing you know, you laughing, mind state in a better place
Remembering the past moments like it was yesterday
Keep their memory alive and never let it fade
Tell your children 'bout the impact that their presence made
And even though the tears flow, you gotta still rejoyce
At least two or three times a day I can hear your voice
When they said that all ends with time, they wasn't lying
My grandparents, Jerry, AC and my cousin Bryan
God is in control, know he got our best in mind
If only life was like a movie, you could press rewind
The loss of a loved one can totally engross ya
It can split a family up or it can bring it closer
Just keep in mind the sun shines, once tonight is gone
I won't pour no liquor out, but I can write a song

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Where?
In myyyy heaaart
Never gon' forget about ya...
We ain't never gon' forget about ya

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Remain where?
In my heaaart
We ain't never gon' forget about ya
We ain't never gon' forget...

Think about yo' momma, think about yo' daddy, think about yo' homeboy
Think about yo' husband, think about yo' girlfriend, think about yo' grandpa
Think about yo' baby, think about yo' cousin, think about yo' best friend
Think about yo' wife, think about yo' grandma, think about your loved ones

We'll never forget.

The Meeting

I woke before the daylight, waited for the sun to rise
Checked my mailbox and opened up an envelope that said I'd won a prize
I thought at first it was a scam and it could be corrupt
But then I started thinking "Well, I'm free today, let's see wassup"
Went down to claim it, at a remote building with tinned glass
Walked inside. The place was empty...two or three minuets passed...
The secretary came, a side door she entered from
Led me to an office where a man spoke to an intercom
He said "I'm glad I got you here, this won't take long, believe me
Intelligent as you are, I didn't think it would be this easy
Now, what I'm offering will place the world at your disposal
Your life will be much greater, if you accept this proposal"


Units of the dark side try'na meet with me
Offering a false dream thinking they'll get me
Watching my life, try'na take mind from me
Thinking I'll trade my soul for the money


-What you tell 'em K?
"No, no, no, no, no"
-What was your answer?
"No, no, no, no, no"


"Where do you know me from? Who are you?", he said "Stop and listen"
"Listen on what? 'Cause I'm not interested in propositions"
"The things you talk about in your music enlightens minds
We know what you stand for, we've been watching you for quite some time" (O, yeah?)
"Bottom line is you need to join us while you have the chance
'Cause what you represent goes against our master's plans"
I said "You're asking me to poison minds? Don't even bother"
He said "You might reconsider, once you see what I can offer"
He showed me visions of cars, women and counting grope
I thought at Jesus and the devil on the mountain top
He told me "We'll protect you deep, while you fishing for sheep
Denounce the ideology you speak, you'll be reach in a week"


Units of the dark side try'na meet with me
Offering a false dream thinking they'll get me
Watching my life, try'na take mind from me
Thinking I'll trade my soul for the money

-What you tell 'em K?
"No, no, no, no, no"
-What was your answer?
"No, no, no, no, no"

I said "If you're waiting for my soul, don't hold your breath
Why you gotta hide behind that wall, coward? Show yourself!"
He said "You can't see me 'cause if we ask and you say no
After seeing who I am, there's no way we can let you go"
I asked him "Why you wanna keep the people fooled and blind?"
He said "'Cause if they wake up, we'll no longer rule their minds, so we block the light and make sure they're not handed sight
'Cause we rule entertainment, schools, religion"...I said "Damn, he's right"
"And even thought you might be one of few who knows the facts
Everything you read, hear or see, guess who's controlling that?
Wouldn't you like to be on radio, TV and stand above?
We'll even give you honorary membership into our club"
"So basically you're actually showing the nerve to
Ask of me to use the gift Allah gave me to serve you?
Dudes, you sick as bird flu. You can put those thoughts to rest
'Cause me saving my people is bigger than any false success"
It's hard to rest in the present of this evilness
I was shocked when he showed me pictures of people he possessed
I said "I'll never bow, so just make K-Rino a martyr"
This meeting made me smarter, now at you I'm going harder