I Just Wanna Know

When you ask yourself these questions...
Just no one understand that...it's a lot of us asking the same questions with you
But don't be afraid...To wonder and question why things ain't perfect and why things don't always line up the way

you plan 'em
Don't be scared to ask, whole lot of things I wanna know

I just wanna know what my purpose is
Will I ever win or am I living out worthless years?
Can I conquer the heaviness of my nervous fears?
When will I stop saturating the Earth with tears?
Try'na over-fix a problem only makes it worse
Don't you hate when you do something you can't reverse?
I wore down every shoe I put my foot in
When will I finally win for all this hard work that I put in?
How come it's so easy to fall in love with people
But so hard to overcome the pain, once they leave you?
Generosity die when we discover greed
Being negligent and barely thinking of our seeds (see?)
Material things, we love indeed
How come we constantly put our wants above our needs?
I'm try'na learn, I ain't try'na harass
They say the only stupid question is the one you don't ask
So...

I just wanna how it looks, how it feels
To be living in the state of peace surrounded by The Real
I just wanna know, before it's all said and done
Will I ever cash in, will my time ever come?
Money don't make me, please don't confuse it
You with me I got it, but you gone when I lose it
I feel bad, 'cause I did wrong in the past
I don't mind a little struggle, but how long do it last?

I got my own load to carry, I can show you that
Try'na help unappreciative people, I'm over that
They just wanna try get a piece of what you holding, Black
And keep me in their circle like a house in the Coalsack
After the break up, seems like my ex is wiser
I saw her acting so polite, I barely recognized her
I argued hard to teach her who she was and who she wasn't
I guess my job was to train her for her future husband
I ain't sure of your intentions, though I'm seeing clues...
Do you ever get the feeling that you're being used? (Yeah)
I can't count how many times I've been wrong in life
I ain't always right, sometimes I question my own advice
When I'm on the outside I wish that I was in
And once I'm in I see that it's nothing and wanna leave again
'Cause what good is increasing my wealth
If I'm wrestling everyday to find peace with myself
So...

I just wanna how it looks, how it feels
To be living in the state of peace surrounded by The Real
I just wanna know, before it's all said and done
Will I ever cash in, will my time ever come?
Money don't make me, please don't confuse it
You with me I got it, but you gone when I lose it
I feel bad, 'cause I did wrong in the past
I don't mind a little struggle, but how long do it last?

How come the real soldiers got no one to ride for 'em?
Why do we worship shoes so much we sleep outside for 'em? (Foolish)
Deception even in religion, now, the Church is proof
How come we rather live in ignorance than search for truth
I say the hood done lost hopin', I bet you whatever
A church on every corner, but is more wretched than ever
The dope man getting money at a faster rate
Liquor store too and they don't even have to pass the plate
Without wanting a change, we'll never be free, exactly !
What makes another person mad when they see you happy?
Don't tell God how big your problem are, the world is His
Flip it around, tell your problems how big God is
Wassup with the hate on every dime we try to make?
I just wanna know how many more beatings we gotta take
When we gonna learn that they don't want us to populate
Mustsees are real small, it don't take a lot of fate
So...

I just wanna how it looks, how it feels
To be living in the state of peace surrounded by The Real
I just wanna know, before it's all said and done
Will I ever cash in, will my time ever come?
Money don't make me, please don't confuse it
You with me I got it, but you gone when I lose it
I feel bad, 'cause I did wrong in the past
I don't mind a little struggle, but how long do it last?

Last Man

When we feel like...we don't need nobody, think about everybody
Or if you was the only somebody

This morning, I woke up out of a coma, G
Noticing something wrong about the familiar zone known to be home to me
No one was around, I seem prone to be
The silence that was roaming over me like an omen was spread globally
Was unknowingly thrown in the lonely sea
The phone I own no longer possessed the dial tone, it’s gone totally
No need for compromise or diplomacy
‘Cause at that moment THE reality became shown that it was only me
Time clock erasing, I’m stressed by this observation
Depressed wondering where was the rest of the population
Loss of sanity becomes a debatable connotation
With nobody at all available for conversation
I'm chasing the explanation. Where's my daddy? Where's my mom?
Did the entire planet succumb to a nuclear bomb?
Leaving everyone who ever stood on the terrain slain?
And if the end actually came, how was I able to remain?


How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

The seconds become minutes and hours
No intelligent lifeforms around, so now I'm speaking to the flowers
While tryna keep my thinking imperial
Even reading is impossible without any literary material
I feed on what the planet provides me
From being internally satisfied; ties of solitude deprive me
Without knowledge to guide me, I'd be
Probably suicidal from the silence and loneliness that's inside me
Five days passed without the slightest of changes
Condition: the same, as I wander around aimless
Hanging by a thread is my saneness, try not to let go
I scream but the response I receive is my own echo (echo, echo, echo)
Now it's two weeks and because of it
I start to miss the voices of people I used to argue with
I'm on the precipice, please somebody make a sound
While in a pool of tears I drown, I pound the ground, I'm braking down

How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

Psychological misdirection triggered by disaffection
The effects of missing that universal human connection
Diminished family recollection
I resurrect their memories through mimicry, mastering voice inflections
As the days pass my mental impediments amass
Being the last made me aware of the irrelevance of cash
And mass technology, internet, phone, TV dependence
All that mattered now was me knowing I'll never have descendants
'Cause me living as a singular entity without women presented me
With my own reproduction impossibility
I might just take myself out willingly, 'cause that would be more fulfilling
Than dying from this loneliness that's killing me
Hallucinations, anger, no animals or strangers
After one month of the same nothing, I came through with a chamber
Wearing a life simulation helmet, it was just an experiment
To see if man could live alone and I failed it

How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

How much longer can I manage
Being the last man on the planet?
I don't think that I can stand it
Being the last person on the planet

Always

Yeah...
Somethin' we can all relate to...
The pain we all share.

Think about yo' momma, think about yo' daddy, think about yo' homeboy
Think about yo' cousin, think about yo' brother, think about yo' sister

Come on...

Even though you resting peacefully, grieving's never easy
While leaving life freely, I never thought you'd leave me
Life lessons you would teach me, and constantly received me
Even times when you didn't agree with me completely
I can't believe this happening
I miss hearing you laughing
The gladdens that we had turns
To sadness when that path ends
Reality, truth hurts, the suffering grew worse
Wondering what God was telling me by taking you first
Maybe I'll just call this lost part of this harvest
And know you wasn't flawless, but I loved you regardless
So even though it pains me and things are not the same, we
Have to accept the change and let the will of God reign free
Paid all your dues right, now you won a new flight
Released from this painful imprisonment of this cruel life
And though you gone physically, mentally you visit me
Infinitely, in my memory, for all you did for me

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Where?
In myyyy heaaart
Never gon' forget about ya...
We ain't never gon' forget about ya

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Remain where?
In my heaaart
We ain't never gon' forget about ya
We ain't never gon' forget...

God's glorification is women and men mission
From the minute of your birth you beginning your transition
The spirit and flesh separate, severance is definite
Whenever it ends, we thankful for what you left us with
Not material or money, all that festa is fast
And to have you back I'd trade it all, no questions asked
if I had one hour with you, that might ease the circumstance
I can speak the words I should've said, but never got the chance
But as I think about it, I focus to soar the light
Chance for me to show you what you meant was right there all my life
Concentrating on the flesh is never wise to do
The legacy you leave is what immortalizes you
All the wisdom you was dropping then I clearly see
Was making it, that when you pass away you live in me
Now everyday I see, just like you I pray to be
And maybe even give someone the happiness you gave to me

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Where?
In myyyy heaaart
Never gon' forget about ya...
We ain't never gon' forget about ya

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Remain where?
In my heaaart
We ain't never gon' forget about ya
We ain't never gon' forget...

They say that pictures can't talk, but yet they find the means
'Cause when you look at 'em they place you in a time machine
Next thing you know, you laughing, mind state in a better place
Remembering the past moments like it was yesterday
Keep their memory alive and never let it fade
Tell your children 'bout the impact that their presence made
And even though the tears flow, you gotta still rejoyce
At least two or three times a day I can hear your voice
When they said that all ends with time, they wasn't lying
My grandparents, Jerry, AC and my cousin Bryan
God is in control, know he got our best in mind
If only life was like a movie, you could press rewind
The loss of a loved one can totally engross ya
It can split a family up or it can bring it closer
Just keep in mind the sun shines, once tonight is gone
I won't pour no liquor out, but I can write a song

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Where?
In myyyy heaaart
Never gon' forget about ya...
We ain't never gon' forget about ya

You'll alwaaaays remain...
Remain where?
In my heaaart
We ain't never gon' forget about ya
We ain't never gon' forget...

Think about yo' momma, think about yo' daddy, think about yo' homeboy
Think about yo' husband, think about yo' girlfriend, think about yo' grandpa
Think about yo' baby, think about yo' cousin, think about yo' best friend
Think about yo' wife, think about yo' grandma, think about your loved ones

We'll never forget.

The Living Dead

*WHEN THERE'S NO MORE ROOM IN HELL, THE DEAD SHALL WALK THE EARTH*

It's the turn of the dead, the dead are no living
Amongst us, they livin' and breathe, I'm not kidding
They never question, think or use the head
Mind manipulation, think tins are living dead

They walk among us, the living dead
They capping off in except for being fed
Crazy, got the jealousy disease
The heart so cold it's starting to freeze
A zombie nation on auto pilots
"Processed roots" stops, stands for being violent
Mind manipulation exchanged for a protest
Lock your brain stimulation, they start to digress
Put your mind on strings, forgot themselves
Torture consumed, empty, no shells
Sitting there watching Big Brother doing nothing
Wasting on wagers, humphing and coughing
We started to enter in 1984
But new MC's chests are just on floor
I try to show 'em, but they never listen
Too distracted by the shining things that glisten

It's the turn of the dead, the dead are no living
Amongst us, they livin' and breathe, I'm not kidding
They never question, think or use the head
Mind manipulation, think tins are living dead

The whole world is an illusion, created in your own mind
Your existence is combined in a delusional design
Understand, you a victim of a poison mentality
And false perception paralyzed, you're crippled on reality
You walking, but you a zombie, manipulating and lusting
You a vessel without a soul, a shell with no substance
A creature with no morals, a parasitic enigma
What triggers a wicked mind is really hard to figure
You walk around reckless, with nothing to protect ya
Infected by the world and nobody can resurrect ya
When your fall comes, chances are it'll surprise ya
As I look into your eyes I can barely recognize ya
It's hard to describe the hellish condition he's in
You flat lying years ago, what was the reason?
Greed, money, materialistic items...
You gained all those things but still lost your soul despite 'em


It's the turn of the dead, the dead are no living
Amongst us, they livin' and breathe, I'm not kidding
They never question, think or use the head
Mind manipulation, think tins are living dead