Thank You

Most of the time I dunno what to write, oh well, yo


I offer nothing but love, truth and promise
That some pursue 'til they lose conscience
Not just another body in the battle for its soul
I crippled and froze mine to test y'all and see if it could ever be loved
Meh, now we're getting grown
Wisdom got me thinking about my children
Even though they haven't even given their flesh, their bones
Their homes, their names, (yet)
I whisper for a change, but my heart is full of payback
The pain makes me think I'm nothing
I'm waiting for a change to be coming
I can't wait for it to come, shit
It better be worth the shit that I spent most of my life with
It's nice when it rains sometime
My and her mind looking for each other to find
What was hidden by the myth of a god up in the sky
Knowing that She was meant for me to rhyme


So I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
I wear the skin to find the me inside of you
When I dream that I'm dreaming I feel most alive
Sacrificed nights, rights, just to survive
Memories than never fade, things we'll never know
I'd never give you a chance to let me go
I was sent from the loveless and the truth
I thank you for the most, the least that I can do


Way back I thought that love never lied
Now when I found it and lost it, I almost died
I'm drinking bottles of beer, flossing out the toxins
Internally bleeding, vomiting and coughing, feeling closer to the coffin
But every day that I get to talk to you is a night that I survive
I'm just glad I met you while I'm alive
I just wish I could've met you sooner and show you the beauty of this world
Instead you got deceived and lost all hopes
What you don't know is these rhymes got written long before I knew you
And I'm dedicating them to you just 'cause of the emotions you put me though
It's more than therapy or excess of energy
I undo the mechanism meant to imprison me
Spiritually, in your heart, the view from up above is not enough
I came on Earth to find love, but what I've found?
Redesigned, redefined in what it's meant in all those rhymes
Knowing that She's meant for me to rhyme


So I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
I wear the skin to find the me inside of you
When I dream that I'm dreaming I feel most alive
Sacrificed nights, rights, just to survive
Memories than never fade, things we'll never know
I'd never give you a chance to let me go
I was sent from the loveless and the truth
I thank you for the most, the least that I can do


Our Father that lays in Heaven, hallow she
The pain got me in such submission I can hardly speak
But through her I breathe and rise to this unreachable height
With an endless supply of God, love and rhyme
And I need a new heart, seems the old ones grew tons of mold 'cause it's narrow as hell
I know that you thinking if my kindness's for sale
I see everywhere pictures of white Jesus
Your mind's been mutated, over the years
Lately, I've begun to question this Father almighty
Made in His image, but You look nothing like me
But I be on of the children of the most high
Ghost of those who got colonize, lost in the time
Redesign, redefine what it meant to be divine
Knowing that She meant for me to rhyme

So I thank you for the most, the least that I can do
I wear the skin to find the me inside of you
When I dream that I'm dreaming I feel most alive
Sacrificed nights, rights, just to survive
Memories than never fade, things we'll never know
I'd never give you a chance to let me go
I was sent from the loveless and the truth
I thank you for the most, the least that I can do