sâmbătă, 7 mai 2011

My Last Letter

Within the lines you about to read lies one situation seen by two different angles. If you claim you know me then it'll be easy to know who I really am. It's up to you to put the pieces of the puzzle together as Good and Evil are mixed. Have fun playing with my two personalities, fool ! 

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"I don't even know who I am, memory fails me
Maybe you can open my last letter and tell me"
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I'm alone in the dark writing my last letter,
I'm alone in the dark writing my last letter
High as a motherfucker, now I feel better
High as a motherfucker, now I feel better...

I am subliminal, lyrical killer, I'm cynical
Had in my mind this vision of being a criminal
A Soulja ladder, making my pride a vendetta
I murder weak minds as addiction to survive in the ghetto
Emerged from a ritual, 5000 years ago
Wicked scriptures carried on, engraved in my soul
Intoxicated by love 'cause it's getting me high,
But it's time to face the truth, as I'm closing my eyes
Nowadays people ain't making no sense
They throw you to the garbage 'cause they think there's no consequence
Ain't no surprise, you cannot defy you're playing with fire
And all your wicked actions make you live in a lie
Acknowledge when you see me, they call me "The Truth"
My soul is imprisoned within this youth
A rebel without a cause, I'll die for my beliefs
That you'll see this whole thing as He wanted you to sees
There's no other meaning but love in my actions, no glory
Hieroglyphics in this letter will tell the whole story

I'm alone in the dark writing my last letter,
I'm alone in the dark writing my last letter
High as a motherfucker, now I feel better
High as a motherfucker, now I feel better
Why am I helping you? You ain't no kin to me
Murder this fool is what The Beast be telling me
I'm alone contemplating, writing my last letter
'Cause what I had in the past makes me feel better

I see the world with two pairs of eyes in every situation
But same deep concentration and total isolation
Thinking She my enemy my heart starts racing
Easily penetrating through all the hatin' I'm facing
I wrote a long letter to myself, get preceded
To tear it up because I was too afraid to read it
My appetite calling my name, I gotta feed it
I'm giving myself therapy, no consoling needed
I'm about to go insane, the blood boiling in my veins
Get pounded from a twenty ton migraine
People beating on my room door, tryna check on me
Sinister occurrent nightmares resurrect on me
So what do you do when The World tryna test ya?
Will you fulfill or will you crack under the pressure?
I don't even know who I am, memory fails me
Maybe you can open my last letter and tell me

I'm alone in the dark writing my last letter,
I'm alone in the dark writing my last letter
High as a motherfucker, now I feel better
High as a motherfucker, now I feel better
Why am I helping you? You ain't no kin to me
Murder this fool is what The Beast be telling me
I'm alone contemplating, writing my last letter
'Cause what I had in the past makes me feel better

I'm alone in the dark, writing my last letter
'Cause the life that I lived felt like ain't get no better
Tryna maintain my cool, but is tougher than the matter
Just so you know I'm holding back, tears ain't scared no man
As in pain as I feel I hear this girl scream "Help"
And I'll hear it forever if I don't lend a hand
But this happiness, if I'll chase it
Will I be strong enough to face it?
I can't risk losing it again and be alone in the dark, listen to my heart
'Cause my brain tells me "Boy, leave her in the dark,
Feed with these demon hearts, they're just fish in the sea and you the great white shark"
So I try as hard to not give into these thoughts, 'cause it's ripping me apart
I'm strugglin' to maintain, but it's driving me insane
"Leave me alone, get the fuck out my brain"

I'm alone in the dark writing my last letter,
I'm alone in the dark writing my last letter
High as a motherfucker, now I feel better
High as a motherfucker, now I feel better
Why am I helping you? You ain't no kin to me
Murder this fool is what The Beast be telling me
I'm alone contemplating, writing my last letter
'Cause what I had in the past makes me feel better

I'm a man on a palet, drinking out a chalice
Forming a strategy of premeditating malice
Contemplating the worse and fighting with two decisions
Imprison my 3D hologram visions
My tongue be blow, torture and inflame their souls
I respond by spinning off the words my heart howls
I disfigure your face 'til you need cosmetics trims
Amputate your legs then chop off your prostrating limbs
I'm a killer without a mask, but I ain't on the TV
Look directly in their eyes 'cause I wanted 'em to see me
I was...Oh, hold up..I think I need a moment
'Cause I just saw the bodies of my next ten opponents
Doctors wanna copy me and snatch thenaldine
The surgical procedure was not performed properly
I'm obviously not normal, half crazy, I gotta be
World on my shoulders, I got the planet on top of me

 

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